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2008-01-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

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my new blog address.. not done up yet.. still the template i got fr blogskins. hahas..

2007-12-31T15:13:00.000+08:00

i believe this is the last post of 2007..

It's been a yr.. been a pretty down yr i will say.. financial status at home is horribly bad.. i count myself blessed.. without him.. i believe we will have a hard time thinking of how to even survive a tomorrow.. he's no other than my dear dear.. **huggss** it's reali sweet of him to b helping us out times and again.. there's no way anyone can doubt ur love for me.. for ur care for me.. n my family..

dad's been outta work since last december til ard may or jun? before he returned for work.. it's been very unfortunate tt dad's met with an accident which had fractured his leg.. tt stranger next door in my room resigned sometime in tt period.. mum's been outta job too.. thus, economy at home is down down down..

limping since then, he returned to work.. but not long aft tt.. he's taken sick. he had been running a fever for more than a month.. a fever that subsides and returns repeatedly.. losing his breathe at sleep was the last straw.. he was admitted to the hospital once again.. this time round its in september.. can u believe it? we had hardly recover from his accident previously n then, he was down with TB- tuberculosis.. hospitalised for a week or so.. he become thinner than u ll expect him to be.. too weak for work.. hence, since then till late oct or even nov.. he's been resting at home.. still having to return to TBCU and polyclinic for his medicines and checks.. me.. also my family.. had been going to TBCU for checkup too.. in case we were infected as well.. i m the unlucky one when i tot i was lucky.. well.. not tt i m infected.. but.. my first skin test was negative.. so i had to return times and again for checks and jabs.. my bro is the real unlucky one.. he's contracted the latent tuberculosis.. hence, he's been isonazid since then til next yr jun.. a 9 months preventive course..

But on the brighter side of life.. i have secured a job even before my graduation.. been doing well in AH.. people there have been nice to me.. my preceptor-meiqi.. my section-in-charge (s)- claudine, sharon, kimmy, mr mok etc... frenz i made there.. esp kl jiejie.. she whom i regard beyond a fren.. i ll b returning on 3 mar officially as a PT- pharmacy technician.. but i m not a technical technician.. its jus a term.. i bet tt's y its assumed a lousy job.. hahas.. but i love my post.. i m looking forward to the possibility to go overseas to pursue pharmacy study for a post as a pharmacist in future.. but the possibility is very low..

then.. i m in polyclinic.. where i had i just gotten used to the environment and people.. with arrogant hard to get along hazel.. sweet n friendly fizah and xue yin.. weird but still ok aunties.. cute but yet stern pharmacists ms lim, jacinta.. n my idol pre reg- berna~ cant spell her name.. she's the coolest pre reg i have met so far..

but the most proud of all thing to announce is.. i m learning to eat vege n fruits regularly.. since dec... n my bowel movement have improved significantly too.. no senna or lactulose or even fybogel is required by me.. hohoho..

finally.. i m thankful for being together with him.. its been another lovely yr together.. though there are times we quarrel.. there are times i really hope time will jus stop moving.. i guess this is perfectly normal.. hahahas..

together, we shall give 2007 a closing and welcome 2008 tonight..

~ goodbye 2007 ~

2007-12-31T00:33:00.000+08:00

alrite.. 3 things down today..

1. Finished clearing the mess on my table..
2. Finished packing all my notes to their respective files
3. Finished toohing all my photos which i had not toothed to my lappy..

2 more things to do tmr when i go home..

1. shift my room arrangement to the previous one..
2. revamp my blog..

my 2007 wish to make a 2008 jigsaw calendar is gone..
with consideration to the pricing n time..
sad.

practically no mood for anything else no.. totally in a foul mood.. my year wish is gone when the new year is jus abt to start..

2007-12-30T18:57:00.001+08:00

woosh.. first time i went out in the middle of the night this earli morning at 2plus am.. so scared when i asked my mum whether i can go out in the middle of the nite suddenly.. she was lyk.. huh? wat's the time now ar? eat? u siao ar? wat time liao still go out eat? hahahs.. but luckily she say ok..

was chatting online with KL jiejie.. den she say she hungry.. so i was jus joking with her saying let's go for supper or something lidat la.. cant remember.. den she reali called me!! i was so stunned.. normally when i say go supper ppl ll take it as joke ma.. =x hahas.. this jiejie is definitely unique one.. hahas..

so.. fr 1 plus i waited for her to reach til 2 plus.. zzZZz.. so slow i almost fell asleep.. jiejie drove here wor.. but didnt cont driving when i came.. hahas.. shld hv cont driving ma.. we went to eat somewhere near gombak.. i very noble ba.. nv eat oso pei her go supper. somemore search for my lecture notes to lend her wor.. hahahas.. =x lolz.. den 3 plus go back home.. fell asleep soon aft i reach home..

yawnz.. i slept til 5 plus pm.. hahas.. power baz.. no work day = sleepin day.. wat a waste.. hahas.. unfortunately.. after 22 feb graduation.. 1 wk later gg to work officially liaoz.. hahas.. why did i tell boss i wanna work on 3rd mar leii.. but then hor.. start at this period den got a certain bonus at the end of the yr.. hahas..

i go watch smith~

2007-12-30T00:29:00.000+08:00

alright! kl jiejie n i have make a deal ~ to post at least 15 sentences a day to keep our blogs alive.. well.. quite dead.. though her's is lyk more updated den mine.. well.. given my life has been so chaotic.. barely hv the time to even click the link tt says.. http://www.blogger.com.. not even to click n favourites n click on the word "blogger".. hahas.. well.. tt's our deal.. wef 1 Jan 08.. mayb i shall revamp my blog..

2007 is coming to a end.. as usual.. this is always the time i make my new year resolutions.. sounds stupid.. but i still do that yearly.. lolz.. though my resolutions.. erm.. nv happened at the end of the yr.. quite ashamed to say tt.. hahas..

well.. i ll b back on the eve of 2008 to make a closing for my 2007.. yes.. mine.. ^-^ a general closing on the ppl i met.. the experience i gained.. the revoluting life.. n i m gg to swift my room arrangement again..the current one is too squeezy.. i dont like.. no place to entertain frenz etc.. hahas..

Oh manz.. i suddenly remember something dear dear promised me during 27 jan 2007!!! dear dear!! our custom made puzzle calendar for 2008!! gosh!!! no time le.. omg.. gotta call him up now.. *run!*

2007-12-24T00:26:00.001+08:00

it's been hectic cooping at work.. worse when it comes to balancing work, frenz & bf.. arghs..

misses the days in AH.. such tt i always drop by to AH b4 gg home.. but i wont do it anymore..

how i enjoyed our outing with claud the other day.. ^-^ so fun to us.. at least to me n kailing jiejie.. hahas.. mayb claud ll think we two xiaomeimei siao again.. hahas.. but she looked totally different fr work.. **clear throat** more fun to b with.. hahas.. n lyk a big jiejie to us.. so caring.. hahas..

ok.. everything in short.. next thing up is..

m thinking to go aus study pharmacy.. since i cant enter locally.. hope it wont b too dfclt to get in.. well.. at least i hv KL jiejie to accompany me.. but 4 yrs overseas.. haiz..

half day tmr.. tempted to go AH.. but i wont.. guess i ll b staying home to do my work til they come party bahz.. so tired.. actually.. i m lacking of time to do my work le.. y did i agreed to partY?

oh yea.. sat jojo meiqi kailing n lynn who went off b4 i reached home came to visit me.. how sweet of all of them.. n they shared a piglet n a daisy for me.. so sweet hor.. ya.. tt's cos of the AH xmas party the day b4.. well.. shall not elaborate now.. mayb til i can remember to do so one day.. hahas..

sleep! more misery at polyclinic tmr..

2007-12-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

A very memorable bday ^-^

i love eu my dear..

thanks for everything u arranged for me..

~ shall update soon ~ tired now..

2007-12-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

** happy birthday to me ** happy birthday to me** happy birthday to myself **
** happy birthday to me **

Yay!! my long awaited sun december 9 is finally here today!! woosh.. i m so happy.. new frenz whom i made in AH msg me.. frenz whom are always in my memories surprisingly remembered too.. she whom i hv been waiting for her wishes msg me too.. but.. frenz whom i deemed as sisters did not..

but sadly.. the most happiest thing of one's bday is to receive bday presents which i think i'd only hv 2.. one from which is my dear dear.. another from my younger bro.. though boy boy gimme nothing special except his fav ultraman char de drum drum.. i m happy enuff.. my dearest frenz ar.. **tsk tsk** s a d ~

ultra ranking system.. 1st to msg me is my dear dear!! **hee** but my bestie msg me even earlier.. 1-2 min b4 12am.. hahas.. thanks kailing.. hee.. followed by fandi.. claudine.. guay gen & wendy da jiejie.. pathetically few.. hahs.. but those whom i didnt expect ll msg me msg me which reali made my day.. oh yea.. not forgetting grace who had sent me a birthday msg on9.. n isaac who pm me..

tmr gg fo tang.. but claud working til 8pm.. i was supposed to go with shakelah first.. erm.. which i dont reali prefer.. i still feel odd.. tue i suppose i ll go down to AH aft work.. to get meiqi sign my logbook.. n oso to get my top fr kailing.. we took the wrong clothes home.. hahas..

so upset.. asked jojo n claud for lunch together ended up onli hv jojo.. den claud was the one who suggested dinner but ended up cancelling ytd.. made us so sad.. xmas party on the 21st.. woosh.. ll b back to AH manz.. wooSh.. happy..

May this b a memorable bday.. it is alr is..

2007-12-03T23:39:00.001+08:00

i m happy..
i think i made the right choice..
claud's indeed a person with gd heart..

i m counting down the days left in JUR POLYCLINIC.. 2 months 3 weeks 4.5 days..

2007-12-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

i m happy..
but dear dear isnt..
yy? cos claud asked me to go fo tang with her on mon.. but dear dear shld b thinking i shldnt go for the sake of going.. but me.. not only cos is bcos she asked me along but i m interested to know what its lyk.. somemore she ll b my so called in charge 3 months later...

it was pretty surprising when i receive a sms fr claud tonight.. i was playing ps2 with dear dear.. den my phone rang.. n he told me is unknown no.. as in not my contact.. den in the msg stated tt she's her.. i was lyk.. ehz.. this no. is diff fr the pharmacy HP no.. hahs.. now is not i ask her for her no.. is she ownself sms me den i hv her no. de.. lolz.. funny lo.. but i was rather happy.. hahas.. anw.. its jus her asking me to go fo tang.. i m happy anw..

still very happy.. but so sad i cant share with anyone other den meiqi.. its somehow not convenient to tell kailing oso.. cos she is always thinking claud dont lyk her.. n she is still working there.. so kinda not nice.. wanna share with lynn.. but lynn is gg there.. jus hope she gets to know abt it thru my blog.. i dont wanna her to b stressed out even more than she already is to a certain extend.. eeks......

hard decision.. i wish to go n c wat its lyk..

2007-11-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

I've added another thing into the greens =) sooner or later i will add some animals into the greens ^-^ **secret**

gg back to work tmr.. die.. i dunno how to tell claud i need to go back on thu for checkup.. can they assign someone fr AH to do checkup for me instead? omg.. i dowan to miss work.. i love working there.. even today i feel uneasy when it was 4 plus 5.. i kept telling myself i shld b packing med.. seems lyk i m overwhelmed by packing. hahas..

bought the hard papers to do my realistic presentation.. probably staying during lunch or aft work to do it.. since i need the sealer.. i need the ziplocks to do it.. i hope there ll b ard to accompany me. =X hahas.. prob doing during lunch time..

feel lyk sleeping.. cramp cramp so pain.. 1g paracetamol is useless to me now.. need to get something stronger liaoz..

tired.. better sleep soon.. going to pack up..

2007-11-12T17:46:00.000+08:00

been busy at work and fyp i hardly hv the time to blog.. but i guess no one cares too. hahs.. since i oso hardly visit any blogs except cara's de..

w-a-t-e-v-e-r

had wanted to highlight pink but at the very last min.. i dropped that idea.. thanks to the floor manager claud.. oso partially cos i m reali frightened by how she seems to respond to my question on whether i can highlight pink.. So that's the only change to me..

The Before:

The After:

The extreme i went til now is to cut my fringe this short.. heartache.. n i did dye.. but its doesnt seems to show in photos.. hahas.. so one of the days.. when i was in OP while attached to RP.. claud suddenly looked at my hair and tell me.. "ehz.. this is not highlight leii.. u nv highlight?" i was lyk.. =.= of cos not... ltr u kill me how.. so i reply her.. "i know.. this is dye mahz.. i dont dare highlight cos u say best not mahz.." n she replied saying.. "actually its fine with me la.. but if boss c den dunno lo.." i was lyk =.= once again.. den she asked me to tie my hair.. ee.. cannot.. later i become bald.. so i looked at her innocently and looked at my supervisor - meiqi who was then siting next to claud n i said.. cannot.. dowan.. ltr i become bald.. n she luff.. den meiqi said.. ya.. i oso dont care.. wait for boss ask me tie den i tie.. hahas.. lyk supervisor lyk student mahz.. hahas..

last tue.. the 2nd day i was attached to OP, i walked in briskly into OP at 910am since i was working at 930am.. n claud suddenly called me fr my back.. i was stunned.. woah.. she know my existence wor.. den she cont to talk solemnly, "i need to talk to u later on" and she went in.. i was blurred.. talk to me? wat the hell she wanna tok to me? i m not late for work.. nv once.. i did behave myself.. i guess i did.. though i hv been very noisy everywhere.. but she cld jus shut me up anytime.. but i m nt the only one being noisy.. or is it cos i dont tie my hair.. despite her asking me to n even kimmy oso did.. but i still dont tie? omg.. tt's gonna affect my attitude grade.. <-- all tt was running in my head.. i kept pestering her to tell me soon.. but she refused.. n i asked.. is it gd or bad things? she looked at me with an evil smile.. which cldnt b something gd n said.. "it depends on how u look at it." kaoz.. wat the hell is tt kinda ans.. den i said.. "huh.... can make it clearer?" she say.. later la later la.. eeyer.. den aft a while aft i did my proj.. i went up to her again.. n beg her to say.. almost crying out soon.. den she said.. "aiyo.. dont b so worried la.. but dont go ard telling ppl.. keep it to us only.." i was lyk.. omg.. tt's too late.. practically the whole OP know u wanna talk to me later abt something serious.. cos for the whole mrng i wasnt myself.. they oso suspected something was wrong with me.. n for the rest of the mrng.. i was pretty scare.. i didnt play with anyone in OP.. i jus kept quiet the whole mrng.. n aft lunch.. when there wasnt many ppl ard in OP n when it was quite quiet.. not many scripts.. i asked her wat is it again.. n she said.. later la later... eeyer.......

then the time comes at 430pm.. she told joanna she wanna talk to me.. of cos joanna ll let her take me.. since claud's the flr manager.. n she brought me up to the office.. thots were rnning thru my mind.. is it boss wanna c me? is it cos of my attitude? wat is it wat is it? n i kept clicking my pen.. n i guess she sensed my nervousness.. n she brought me into meeting room.. oh mans... some god from any religion save me was wat went thru my head then.. n she started talking rubbish with me.. lyk wat do i wanna pursue aft grad etc etc.. n finally her mainpoint.. phew.. luckily not something bad.. but lyk she said.. it depends.. n it reali depended.. it is bad enough.. at least to kept me thinking for days regarding wat she said.. i reali dunno wat shld i do.. i m totally lost.. cldnt reali find someone to solve my prob til now.. still vexed..

she's been testing my pharmaco knowledge etc.. luckily i cleared most of them.. kailing was asking how come claud nv test guay gen when gg was in OP even earlier than me- 1 week earlier than me.. how i know ar.. cos claud anti me ma.. cos tt tue evening.. aft she took off her white coat.. i realise she's wearing pink.. n my natural reaction was.. eeyer.. pink lehzz..... n i guess she misunderstooded my meaning tt she cant wear pink s much s kailing n gg mistaken my meaning for this.. so i went back to OP aft leaving since we had alr knocked off n told her.. actually.. i was only astonished its pink.. i dont mean anything else.. n dead... gg n kailing said tt ll make things worse.. cos it ll make things clearer n wat was mistaken 'd b made clear.. y? cos she's quite man kind.. so by saying eeyer pink is lyk saying she's too man for a feminine pink color.. but i dun mean tt.. in fact.. its nice on her.. i was so sorry til now.. n the following day.. she ask me clear things on top of shelves though i know its for audit.. but sai kang (shit job) ask me do.. when so many ppl there.. kns.. eeeekkkss.. i said something wrong..

tired tired..
haven finish my fyp things yet..

PPT slides left with conclusion and a video.
Adding a hard copy of design concept for presentation..
AES not touched yet.. no concept yet..
Written Report.. cant b bothered to start.. tt's terrible..

2007-11-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

i know u r nice to me.. thks for doting on me.. forgive me for my stubborn-ess.. i didnt meant to create so much unhappiness too.. thks for going all the way to PS jus to buy me dim sum.. i m very touched by wat u hv done.. but ur sudden disappearance made me worried.. n had u been more loving when u returned with the bag of dim sum, i guess i'd b so touched i ll hug u manz.. but unfortunately i dunno wat happened to u.. u jus dump it to me.. but i reali appreciates wat u hv done..

*loving eu**

2007-10-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Life's been busy i hardly have time to go online..

dad's hospitalised.. so everyday aft work.. its either to hosp or home to do proj so far.. its tiring.. my time management is kinda messy.. reali need to do some planning..

"i will complete my presentation slides by mon" somewhat a promise to meiqi..
well.. i know she wanna helps me.. but i cld hardly touch my lappy let alone do the slides.. well.. mayb starting tmr..

tmr's celebrating alvin's birthday at a jap restaurant for sashimi buffet or something lidat.. cost around $40 per head.. EX!!! $$ fly away when i m so poor with almost zero allowance. sad.

i hv decided to revamp my blog.. yups.. i will..

some things i hv decided to do..
- Get my slides done by mon
- Meeting kailing to do mounting board proj on sun morning
- Adding more concrete info for my proj
- Some writings for future usage **secret**
- Bake more white chocolate orange flavored cookies to improve the taste which is currently well received by my frenz & of cos dd.. ^-^
- Learn how to curl eyelashes!! i m super weak at this manz..
- Revamp blogsite
- SLEEP

cant think of anything much now.. gg to sleep..

2007-10-01T23:24:00.001+08:00

FYP + IAP = exhausted

wondered if i had ever post about my FYP.. data collection step now is giving me problems.. been amending the form i had prepard.. arghs..

been looking up websites to get more ideas on how unit dose dispensing had been done to determine which is the ideal one for AH.. **eyes closin**

IAP wise, every week to know 20 drugs in satellite pharmacy.. uses, moa, s/e, counter s/e, patient counselling points.. arghs.. my weakest module.. now i m given another proj by satellite pharmacist to rearrange items in the satellite pharmacy.. did a major change to more than 10 bins i think.. mostly creams, oint, supps & powders.. arghs.. was a headache trying to put things together.. soon, another proj ll b assigned to me.. or shld i call it task.. tt's to demo proper labelling of items.. i dunno wat we ll do yet though.. but my pharmacist was saying another pharmacist is sending kailing to assist me.. aka the tp stud..

2nd fyp, with regards to copd, no news of data collected by shak yet.. arghs.. headache.. so many things at hand for me to do... haven even update my log book.. lolz..

shall go to sleep.. m tired..
dear's started attachment today.. nobody accompany me home le.. sad.. T_T his attachment place is so near yet so far.. new schedule is to meet up onli weekends.. sobz sobz.. but wat to do.. i hv got tonnes of things to do too.. saded..

2007-09-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

the weeks been busy for me.. much worse this week...
last week is seriously the so-called orientation week for me.. being in purchasing and store is seriously boring... B~O~R~I~N~G but still tiring enough to make me lose my temper.. =( i'm sorry..

fr this week on for 4 weeks, i ll b attached to SP aka satellite pharmacy.. ppl there arent tt all friendly.. even the PT in there is weird weird de.. pharmacists always not ard, but they are ard.. i m dead.. bombarding me with pharmacology when my pharmacology is the cmi kind.. arghs.. n so.. every week i m supposed to know at least 20 of the drugs in the satellite pharmacy..

so aft work n aft dinner with dear.. n aft settling down at home, we went to westmall to get a cheap cheap notebook so that i can note down the drugs info.. hee hee hee.. i ll make sure i get majority of the drugs by this week manz...

FYP.. hmmz.. so hiccups here n there.. tmr there will b a trial run of IMR checks.. if the recording is successful, i ll conduct a real IMR data collection for 5 working days.. **Pray** hopefully those educated certified doctors jolly well dont change the prescriptions so freq.. or else my FYP ll b gone!!! cos i wun b able to implement dose distribution system into AH!!

next... my fav pink is actually my preceptor's aka attachment supervisor's color.. lolz.. n we stay in the west so we cld take the bus and train together.. our lockers are numbered 1-37.. n she's using 1 and for myself 37.. lol.. so coincidental.. lolz.. she's quite nice up to now.. n we preceptor n stud are supposed to meet every week for 3 hrs.. n we only met lyk 1/2 hr last week.. lolz.. but tt doesnt really bothers me la.. lolz..

so today.. i saw my preceptor on the bus back to queenstown.. she nv saw me.. T_T until i called an auntie when we were taking the escalator up to the station.. den she told me mei qi aka my preceptor is intending to 'date' me.. lolz.. i was quite surprised.. n she called out to meiqi.. den she invited me to join them for karaoke session on fri aft work!! OMG!! m i dreaming or something? lolz.. tt's nice.. but i m quite the broke.. nvm.. we'll c how as time goes by.. anw.. back to the topic.. meiqi say.. cos we are supposed to met 3 hrs every week so i hv to go on fri with them.. L.A.M.E. lolz.. most prob i ll b gg... ^-^ Luke the australian guy attached to AH for 3 weeks ll b going n he's singing JAY chou's 'pa wo hui lai le' omg.. it took me quite a bit of time to remember the song.. let alone him... omg! hahas.. n he bullies me a lot at work.. bad man.. (go dear!! i choose u!! revenge for me!! hahas)

so.. today.. i m done with gastro-protective drugs in the satellite.. tmr i shall do diabetic drugs.. n probably gotta evaluate my data collected..

2007-09-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

learning more things as days passed.. hahas.. but i guess i m jus too tired to state anything much related to work..

exam's results out.. 1A only.. pathetic........ 7Bs of which 4+ & 1C+ for pharmaco.. as expected anyway.. hahas.. i wouldnt say my results is satisfactory.. but i m kinda glad i clear most with Bs at least..

proj for FYP? still pending.. boss still not done evaluating the proj for us to do.. but my nice preceptor aka supervisor has gotten me a proj to work on.. eh.. thou i m not tt interested in hers.. cos is dental prescription thingy.. n we do not touch anything much abt dental rx.. but if i hv to do tt.. i m more than obliged to do so.. since it may create an impact at the end of the day..

how m i gg to work on my fyp? my preceptor said i ll b working on my fyp during office hrs - that is to collect data.. =.= okies....... but no matter wat.. still have to wait til fri for boss to confirm.. i m thinking if boss finds me a nuisance.. bugging for proj.. hahas.. but there isnt seems to have much time.. 1st presentation is at the 6th-8th week.. that is 4 more weeks to go.. any more delays i may not even have time to collect data.. aww..

tired.. i m blessed with a sweet bf who had been accompanying me home everyday aft work.. ^-^ **huggss** so... if u hv notice.. particularly to u.... i hv been trying to control my super duper hot temper recently.. n i guess i m progressing well.. =) still... i still think i m blessed.. **love euu**

2007-09-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

here's a video to share taken long ago...

2007-09-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

finally i have the time to use comp.. sheesh.. the past week has been hectic n tiring for me..

getting to know the ppl in AH is not tt difficult.. though there were lyk 20 over colleagues? hahs.. pharmacists, pa, pt, store, purchasing.. all quite nice.. my immediate boss in charge of the week went on maternity leave on the 4th day at AH.. den wilson uncle took over.. hahas.. guess i m the onli one in whole AH callling him uncle.. =x feel so bad.. but he's kinda nice to everyone.. so still ok..

1st week is attached to purchasing dept.. learnt quite a lot of things.. n do a lot of sai kang a.k.a. shit job.. but its oso thru these shit job i learnt a lot abt pricing, distributors, prescription readings, clinics, specialists etc.. hahas.. its kinda boring.. more lyk data entry.. helped to create powerpoint oso.. did some write offs.. n its horrible!!! cant use liquid... so i kept writing wrong things.. **no face manz** hahas.. but pei chean was nice.. she nv penalise me for anything lyk tt.. n she kept calling me gal gal.. which sounded quite weird.. the name's angie.. =.=

n in 5 days of work.. i fell down the stairs thrice.. bruises at knee cap.. super pain manz.. everytime someone saw me falling.. arghs... n became a laughing stock in office.. EVIL ppl.. my falls become a joke.. arghs.. saying the stairs muz paint lyk mrt.. put yellow lines den i can c.. den wat muz use handicap system so i wont fall.. even muz hv escorts.. =.= EVIL!!!!!!

but these falls had been terrible for my back.. hurting now n then recently.. arghs.. hate this..
next week i ll b posting to store.. no more office.. no more falling.. i hope. hahas..

gotta go n play.. 1 week nv play.. bored si le..

2007-09-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

exam's over.. the next big thing is to wait for my results which will b released on the 19th sep..
attachment ll b starting on 10 Sep.. Alexandra Hospital till 3Dec if i never remember wrongly followed by National HeathGroup Jur but that is jus a nicer term for Jur Polyclinic =.=

argh.. exam's been over for 2 days.. but i m still not getting enough sleep.. dd's kinda pyschoing me to chiiong game leii.. hahas.. but me myself cant wait to level up... arghs.. my radiant strike!! its waiting for me!!! hahas.. today we chiionged 2 events.. but repeated for 5 times.. lolz. for the sake of cashpoints and cash coins.. hahas.. 1st event.. episode zero.. using out level 140 above characters to obtain items we need for the event for 3 characters that we have.. hee hee.. except for the 1st character, the other 2 onli took us ard 20 mins to complete them.. ^^ den we spent another 5 hrs.. to train 2 characters up to level 21.. for the sake of event item again.. hee hee..

i m tired..
i wan sleep..
dont tempt me to play =x

2007-08-29T16:57:00.001+08:00

weee.. tmr last paper lo.. so happy... ^^
best is attachment/fyp briefing tmr.. yay!!!
something which made me on cloud nine **hee hee** that is.. my fyp is with AH!!! hahahas.. lucky not with NHG.. phew.. but is that a piece of gd news? hmmz..

wah.. today den i realise got add video function in blog wor.. lolz..
shall add a video then..

2007-08-28T03:10:00.001+08:00

had a nice 27th 27th this month.. **thanks dd** ^^
thanks for the effort.. =)

i m practically a zombie by now.. but apparently a walking zombie..
i may jus go blind one day if this continues..
for the past week till today- that is a total of 9days w/o sleep for more than 3 hrs.. >.< my eyes getting crossed...
worse..
those eyes of mine are painful.. it hurts when i close my eyes now.. muz have pressurized them too much.. more intensive than i pressured my brain manz..
haha..
i m afraid i m jus faint in the exam hall due to the days of insufficient sleep..
the feeling is worse than not sleeping for a day.. why?
insufficient sleep is terrible enough.. but to add on to it,
that is.. stress and the usage of my brain tissues consistently w/o giving it a proper rest.. arghs..
need TONIC le..
tea no longer keeps me awake..
neither do black coffee has the ability to keep me awake now..
i m practically forcing myself to stay awake..
n to study for the sake of study..
i m writing notes.. so the last min i know.. better than flipping notes w/o gg in..
at least i think it ll b easier to memo by then..
my nails are toooo lloonnggggg.. so it hurts when i write.. esp so when i compress the pen on my nails.. n the root/skin or watever that is extra at the edge of the nail is pathetically painful when i write.. arghs..
guess wat.. tmr or rather later noon.. we are still gg for movie.. gosh.. there goes my sleep..
sometimes i wonder y m i torturing myself so badly.. lolz.. arghs..
Pharmaco paper:
20MCQs possibly 40 marks
6 SQ possibly 30 marks..
3 essay Q possibly 30 marks oso..
arghs.. at this rate.. i wont have time to sleep anymore..
approx 9 hrs to the paper.. 2 hr prep n travel..
7 hrs left.. when's the time to sleep?

2007-08-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

i know i shouldnt complain..
BUT.. i m still gonna complain!!
i m staying in bb.. yet.. ms loh placed my classmate who stays in amk to bb polyclinic.. =.= i m the onli bb resident posted to polyclinic.. y does she hv to place me to jur polyclinic instead?

i know jur polyclinic isnt tt inaccessible.. but it is kinda troublesome..
the methods:
-take train to chinese garden n walk in (super far)
-take train to jurong and change bus
-take bus (which is jus downstairs) to batok and change bus
- walk to batok (sweaty --> tt's a whole load of 20mins walk) then change bus..

argh.. i dread this.. still saying attachment ll post us to places near where we r staying.. n right where i m staying.. there is this bb polyclinic near my place.. n i m posted to another..

getting to bb polyclinic:
-walk to bb polyclinic (whole lot of walking for like 30minutes)
-take bus (which is jus downstairs) and walk a bit (5mins)

difference? i dont need waste so much bus fare.. loh gondoo lorz.. dunno wat is bb st 52 and bb polyclinic.. now then i know.. bb polyclinic is situated near amk instead of locating in bb.. **claps**

2007-08-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

woosh.. another paper down.. CRAP!
its a crappy paper.. 40marks mcq! n simply unexpected and difficult.. when lynn said she was happy with the paper.. i was lyk =.= so difficult.. mayb i hit the wrong topics that's y.. arghs.. i dreaded the negative pressure and open window concept.. which no notes on it is available but heaven's not with me.. n indeed there is the neg pressure and open window concept which cost 20 marks.. fainted.. my heart sank when i saw the 2 questions for essay.. BAKA BAKA.. wat kinda paper is that? arghs.. 2 credits onli oso torture us lyk this...

tmr leii.. is a 5 credit paper.. drug development.. arghs.. the thot of 5 credits is enough to suffocate me.. eeks.. though i had finished gg thru the entire module once during the holiday.. but somehow.. i still think significant amount of time ll b spent on this module.. luckily the paper is at 1230pm tmr..

n aft tmr.. that ll b 4 modules down leaving me with the last 4 modules next week.. =]
unfortunately, next week's modules are those that are almost killer paper to me... arghs..
27th is a nice date to go out.. ^^ but hor.. i m forever booked regardless on this day whether i hv a date anot.. heee.. so hor.. very sorry to lala... 30th is a mrng pp.. n i guess i can go out with a more relax self on 30th since it is my last day of paper.. =) n attachment briefing is on that day!! whee.. happy.. it ll b a great day..

2007-08-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

the other day i browsed thru CRM notes and randomly certified it as EZ. =.= regretted certifying it.. true there arent very thick notes for a 4 credits module.. but every single slide contained important things.. -.- means need to know everything.. crazy.. looked thru pyp.. quite demoralised aft tt.. the questions are dfclt.. T_T sobz... n the paper is at 830am meaning i gtg sch at 7am.. n tt means.. latest 630am need to wake up.. nice la.. i know tonight no need sleep lo...

when lecturer are hardworking = willing to break down marks into smaller questions
we score..
when lecturer are lazy = willing to set a 1 question 20 marks kinda qn..
we die..

faints... i long knew that my hp pouch hor.. one day will have piglet de.. alamak!! ytd i saw the pink hp pouch i hv lehz... but its not mickey! its piglet.. wat was it? P-I-G-L-E-T arghs... there is reali piglet.. T_T

i m so tired... but still hv to study!! sobz.... CRM 4 credits..

2007-08-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

tmr is PM exam.. where i am today? hahahs.. out playing.. power ehs.. ok la.. i m sick of being at home aft all.. n i reali dont feel lyk studying.. T_T

so now gonna chiong thru again lo.. wish me gd luck.. though last min hug buddha's leg is useless.. hahahahas...

2007-08-17T16:52:00.000+08:00

oh yea.. the construction noise outside had simply directed my blogging thots to them.. how cunning.. =x

well.. let's c wat i can remember then..

very importantly.. my long awaited attachment placement is out.. OUT!! hahas.. it was out some days ago.. but due to the chiongging of levels.. which i m proud to say i m level 134 from 114 that is 20 levels in lyk 2 or 3 days.. hahas.. hard work. but if the time is applied to revision.. i would have been more proud of myself.. lolz.. but i simply couldnt devote my attention to jus study.. n dear was saying mayb working to buy cash points.. =.= but the sweet thing is buying for me ^^ hee.. anyway i haven been paying for my cash points.. hahahas... **huggss** oh my.. ya.. attachment.. i m attached to........... **drumroll** ALEXANDRA HOSPITAL!!! for 3 months i will b there.. n the next 3 months.. i ll b with NHG (national health group) that is the nicer term but in layman terms.. that is polyclinics **heart sinks** but luckily not UNITY outlets.. phew.. woosh.. i m so looking forward to attachment.. but no clothes for attachment.. dead x_x

another issue... eeeks.. aseptic dispensing results sucks!!! first batch & 2nd batch results differ TOTALLY.. ABSOLUTELY!!! chao unfair manz.. 2nd batch were well informed of what's to be tested anyway.. stupid peter yap.. as least moderate results of 1st batch.. n to think some fellow fr the 2nd batch still have the cheek to tell me life's unfair in class blog.. well.. u ppl fr 2nd batch 99% get As so shut up.. hate aseptic now.. stupid yap..

health now.. kinda glad dear's fine now.. varicella zoster cleared.. skin's condition is improving dramatically.. n wat's best.. went to sch with him ytd n his module coordinator said need not wait for another sem.. that is to take the exam paper during his attachment.. phew.. wat a relief.. so so so.. in conclusion we can still graduate together.. ^^ happy.. tt calvin siak is so scare of him manz.. stand a distance fr him.. lolz.. n when he talks.. he keeps swaying fr left to right to left.. lolz.. n tt funny look he always give.. lolz..

for me.. as usual.. lack of sleep.. now throat's feeling sore.. kinda feeling that my oesophagus is getting tighter.. arghs.. uncomfortable.. exams!! the last!! endure to the end!!!!

long time nv upload photos.. argh cannot.. game on in the background cant on bluetooth.. another day.. =)

2007-08-17T16:37:00.000+08:00

oh my.. guess where m i now?
kong kong kong kong kong..
i m beside a construction site n wat m i doing?
i m studying..
nice la..
den.. i proceeded into the construction site to study..
wat's wrong with me? hahas..

well.. its the lift upgrading work outside my unit.. (aka besides the construction site) n it was an on off kinda situation when drilling and knockings take place.. but still.. the on n off is very frequent.. headache!

then.. they begin cutting metal? piece of thing jus outside my doorstep.. -.- what is this? omg.. cut downstairs la.. kns.. that is equivalent to jus beside me except being separated by a waist height wall fixed with a piece of window.. =.= speechless.. more intolerable than those drilling and knocking which is slightly further away though 80% similar level of noise pollutions.. wat a spoiler..

cant even sleep well on a nice rainy day.. well.. its ok.. i can still tolerate that..
cant even study with my headphone plugged in blasted by music.. (which i normally could)
for heaven's sake... i thot the upgrading work ll b done by exam period.. but unfortunately.. it is still gg on.. arghs...

for the past few days been chiongging game which is after 2 whole days of studying? lolz.. had wanted to go the library to study.. but m kinda lazy to travel.. n lacks of entertainment during break time.. for eg.. lyk wat i m doing now.. blogging.

so rarely nobody is home oso cant conc to study.. HORRIBLE.. TERRIBLE.. ARGHSSSSSS...

2007-08-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

whee.. i managed to complete patient care and management!! hahas.. complete reading to b exact.. quite easy to read thou.. hahas.. finished reading way earlier than i expected.. mayb i should go n memo some things? hahs.. no way la.. i ll b dead in another few days if i do so.. lolz..

the noon is rather bright n windy.. quite conducive for me to study now.. no distraction.. mummy playing her hp.. daddy sleeping.. the room is quiet.. oh well.. not that quiet with a song repeating over n over n over.. tension de wo men de gu shi.. somehow.. i jus dont get sick listening to it s of now.. lolz..

financially not well at home.. somehow its jus weird financial status at home jus dont get well.. everyday everyweek.. i m jus preparing to get no allowance.. reduction to none.. cant go anywhere.. but even if i do i dont spend.. its jus tt i dont hv the mood.. attachment soon.. no proper clothings for work.. arghs. terrible.

i hope to get a part time job.. but i know there isnt much time for me to work either.. afterall.. attachment soon.. n mostly likely be 6 days work week kinda thing.. yucks..

haiz.. watever.. jus get my readings done before any other things...
i miss u..

2007-08-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

revision week is jus 1 week? 1 week?! omg.. i was still in lala's land thinking revision week is 2 weeks.. n so.. today.. i finally started flipping 1 module.. hahas.. The most FASCINATING module --> Pharmacology. T_T so many words.. so many drugs.. so many adverse effects.. T_T nearly 50 sets of lectures notes covering more than 500 types of medicines. **Syncope** <-- result of studying pharmacology.. but i can say i have been quite selective on the topics.. skipping quite a no. of topics which i ll definitely fall asleep if i go thru them.. n i did fell asleep on the table halfway gg thru the 1st 5 weeks of lectures..

Before starting

Neat? hahas..
Just started..
Started.. --> messy le.. hahas..

my lychee jelly was a success.. phew.. not too sweet.. not too tasteless either.. made 3 moulds of it.. i had 1 whole plate of the moulded jelly.. my mum had the other.. n the last i had wanted to reserve for my sick ddear de.. T_T but 2pid ah boy wanna eat.. nvm.. ddear.. i will go buy another box to make de.. die.. i sibei housewife manz.. keep doing all this kinda funny things..

sad. ddear has to retake the module due to his medical leave fr exam.. T_T stupid yongyong n his parents la.. child gt chicken pox dunno how to bring him home de.. now my ddear oso kena the varicella zoster virus le la.. T_T or else he can complete course the same time as me de lorz.. sad. **miss eu**

oh ya.. i finally got my stone stone.. **smilex**

2007-08-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

i hate u..
i hate u..
n i hate u..

not only did u cause so much problems.. even now.. extra problem for us.. ur part of the report we have to do oso.. stupid.

TIRED.

2007-07-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

low batt soon.. omg.. lazy plug in wire etc.. hahas..

Happy 26th!! **Huggs**

me this mountain tortoise finally dine in billy bombers.. =x quite happy.. hee.. thanks dd.. hee.. for giving me the opportunity to dine in.. lolz.. as usual the me.. took photos as much as i could.. hee.. den ordered some fishes dishes.. lolz.. but i still prefer fish n co or manhattan fish mkt de fish bahz.. tastier.. =)

wah then hor.. i saw many many pinky lovely stuffs..

PINK:

- socks

- earpiece

- mouse

- mousepad

- piglet plasters

- iron

- stone plus

- pink sandals

omg.. jus so many pink.. oh n there is this dress in cathay which i took fancy in.. hahas..

Billy Bombers First course - soup of the day
Beverage - my ice lemon tea

his beverage - root beer float..
That bottle is nice.. =]

he was trying to find ice cream..

n he found it..

though i hate root beer... hahas..

His seafood plate..

my ole fish n fries spicy

n i wish i wish..
wishing for eternal love..

Last but not least..
Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream
though dunno wat flavour..

Same poses..

As usual.. he looks better fr the right

& me fr the left..

Another snap but he was falling asleep..

2007-07-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

Yay!! O-N-E = 1.. 1 module down officially! comms skills paper today! no more comm skills paper.. hurray.. n to celebrate this.. its a shooting spree day!! hahas..

First & foremost..
Angie-bearnapper-myself
though i looked pretty much the same regardless the angle.. hahahas..

Next.. Is the all time 1-1 pair..

with the warmest welcome to...

Lynn & Angie

And up next...

My fellow group members
for most of the projects this sem..

Weiting & Angie

So pretty Huimin & Angie
Another shot..

My Group Members!!!
They rox..

Lynn, Ting, Me, Monkey, Monkey's wife

Sick of being humans..
be animals..

Ting as Mouse, WeiJie as Pig though he is a monkey
Min as tiger, me as cat and lynn at cow?or is tt sheep?

My PCT Lab Partner

The ever so kind gal, ivy ong & me

The West Line Gals

Jus now ting mentioned today's her 6-month of relationship, i suddenly realise today's 25th which did not occur to me when i was doing my paper jus now.. so tt's to me mine's this fri? omg!! got night lecture.. Siianz.. i dowan to miss the night lecture but neither do i wan to miss the date.. so confused.. but isnt tt better? dd dont need fan nao where to go n so on n so forth.. arghs.. hate this..

So i could actually be so busy and stressed to this extent i dun even know the day's date.. but lucky i still know its july now.. oh my.. gosh... shall go n do a brief backbone of pharmacy management now bahz.. or maybe some planning bahz..

2007-07-25T13:18:00.000+08:00

currently, i m alone at home in my bedroom.. i kind lyk tis feeling.. peaceful.. cosy and condusive..

bro in sch.. parents at work.. stranger not at home.. jus me. no construction noises outside.. ultimate condition for me to study effectively and efficiently.. how i wish time can stop at this moment.. if onli i cld study in this kinda environment during the coming last exam..

Jus myself..

my table with my 'dd' represented by pig pig..

i simply love this kinda of peace. Good Luck for the comm skills paper angie!

2007-07-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

been taking tonnes of photos recently.. the truth is.. i m trying to find the correct angle for me to take the pefect shot i wan.. i do love taking photos thou.. hahas.. thou i've been del more than 70% of the times.. hahas..

okies.. there's a photo my mum say i may as well wear bikini to take photo.. -_-'' issit tt bad when i quite lyk tt pose.. lolz..

i kena 1st warning letter for EBM.. n i knew the 2nd one will b on the way soon.. i was late for EBM today n thus marked absent.. oh well.. good luck to me.. my 88.9% is sure to drop beyond 85%.. hope i wont get debarred...

i dont really lyk our new mentor thou she is kinda crappy... tmr's comms skills paper.. siianz.. no mood to write or anything.. siianz..

arghs.. miss eu.. dd let's take more more photos the next time we meet k.. =) we dont have much photos taken recently wor.. let's have fun together!!

Using Malcolm's Lappy..

Omg Cara!!

Cara & Twins angie..

Oh my.. cara the witch..AHHH.. Ghost!!

Oh my.. what happened to me?

Hey.. cloned!

Me & the phone owner lynn

Me & lynn
Taking photo in the train.. so many ppl

looking at us..

Me & lynn again..

Colored shot finally..
A combi of me & lynn..

Lynn & me.. ok.. my eyes were weird..

Cara, Angie & Eileen aka Lynn..

we're always in the wrong position for ACE.. hahas

Another shot of us..

Whee.. ACE inhibitors.. inhibit stress!!

Casual Shot..

So bored while waiting for malcom to get done
with editing, took photos with group members..

Our film taking scene..
that's malcolm with his back facing me..

Me & Skinny Weiting

Weird Combi but nice butterfly..

The so-called "best friend"..
the thickest skin members of the group..
Monkey weijie & so cute the angie..

My 4ever group member Lynn
& huimin aka weijie's gf..

My group members for nearly all projs..
malcolm is the only additional member for CRM proj..

Me!!
My mouth, eyes & ears.. hees..

Windy windy..
Credits to lynn..

I am angie.. hahas..

A view from bottom up..

Personally i lyk this photo..
A photo my mum deemed indecent
& said i may as well go take bikini shot..
-___-'''''

2007-07-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

whee.. i took many many photos today.. mostly alone.. =x hee.. thou same pose same smile same face.. hahahahas.. i lyk can le.. thou dd n his fren think i siao de.. n stupid jh.. kept laughing at me taking self-portraits.. arghs.. anything wrong with tt? hahahas..

i feel kinda released today.. aft all.. we've settled pharmaco proj.. thou our group's presentation is wat i reckon quite sucky.. esp when wj nv prepare his presentation. .arghs.. n us being the longest presentation.. eeee.. how cld this happen to us the ever best presentation group of MB leii.. be it marketing or drug development, even med micro.. our presentation were known to be the best.. i m quite proud of that.. n i m quite proud of myself.. for to me.. i jus feel that its thanks to my weird ideas and such that made us different fr the others.. **smilex** tt's quite thick skin though.. =x

i dunno y.. but tonight i seems to b very happy.. somehow i do.. i kept recalling the way home jus now.. whereby dd played with me with the cold cold bottles.. hahas.. i jus love the moments..

suddenly.. i remembered some things which caught my attention ytd n today..

1. the pillows.. so cute.. there's this laundry kinda line which are connected by the pillows and a gal n a boy respectively.. so sweet..

2. the pair of key chains.. my piece of the pair of keychain had long been spoiled...

3. the stand that we got for cara.. so special..

4. the liquid adjusting clock but unfortunately no pink...

5. tt so cute pig pig notebook.. but i dunno wat can i use it for.. jus feel lyk collecting..

6. tt so cute pig pig magnetic book clip.. thou i dunno wat can i clip.. but jus lyk it..

7. the 3/4 jeans at a shop which i had forgotten the name.. hahas..

the list seems to be getting long.. hahas.. i jus love cute stuffs.. hee..

photo photo time:

mummy & ah gal

kinda round.. hahas..

dd's place

Up the escalator

another one at his place..

KFC..

Oh.. another one in the living room..

hee.. chubby chubby de.. hee.. juicy lychee.. hahas..

2007-07-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

Just let me be me..

tried to work on my pharmaco ppt.. but i simply dunno how should i start.. its not that i dunno wat i should do or dunno how i should do it.. but.. its just tt the sight of it turns me off.. 10% proj.. -_- can they not be so stingy.. alamak..

i could have do my tutorial.. should i say i m lazy or? its not difficult.. but i jus dont feel lyk doin it.. **knock knock on the head** arghs.. an earli exam coming up soon.. comms skills. yucks..

lyk i told dd.. my brain had shut down.. gotta wake up earli tmr again.. haiz.. bathing time.

some photos i found on my thumbdrive..

snap for fun

Crm grp with Dr. Henry

Lanyard all ON!
All proj group members

Fooling around..

Crm proj group..

2007-07-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

Arghs.. we were only supposed to go thru the slides today when we meet up at say 10am for pharmaco proj.. but it wasnt until 3pm did we started going thru the slides.. its pretty screwed up manz.. haiz.. finally finished gg thru ard 4 plus.. den lynn tuned on my zi-lian genes.. n i started snapping all kinda shots using her phone.. polluted her hp manz.. hahas..

Cheez..Oink Oink..
Evil.. she's trying to eat me..
Random shot...
My darling the pig pig but not mine..

Random.. Fav shots of the day..

Shot no.2

hahas.. i think there were more on her phone but i nv tooth to my phone.. hee.. virus infected le.. the angiocamala virus..

met up with dd at amk station n together the 3 of us went to amk hub to shop.. shopped for cara cara present.. woosh.. its an unique one.. i do love it.. hahas.. but its so $$.. arghs.. cant afford to buy one for myself.. hahas.. it took us really long time to finally know which to choose.. hahas.. in the end.. we've got 2 separate gifts for cara.. one is which me, dd, lynn, yw, anne, candy and jian hao shared.. another is specially fr me n lynn.. I know she will lyk both.. hahas..

then dd bought his need for speed carbon.. n we left.. we went to have our 2nd round dinner.. hahas.. really not full fr the 5 plus dinner.. hahas.. then went home to play for a short whilte.. a screenshot i took... the queen & the king in the castle.. hahahas.. ^_^

oh well.. school work again.. arghs.. time ar time.. hurry pass... hurry hit exam period..

2007-07-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

so tired aft a insufficient sleep day.. sooner or later.. i will die from lack of sleep.. lolz..

we went to tb market with his parents for dinner today.. wow.. tb market renovate dao so classy le wor.. so unexpected fr a place lyk tt.. in built with escalator somemore.. had fantastic lor mee there.. with added fried pieces of shark meat.. it sounds weird technically.. anyway.. its delicious.. **thumbs UP** then we had hao jian.. quite full aft eating lor mee so dint really ate much.. not as nice as the one sold at teh qiu, which is another hawker center.. but unfortunately.. the uncle not selling anymore.. so no more nice nice hao jian le.. n woosh.. there are more chinese delicacies there which i have not tried.. hmmz.. dd said his dad asked me to go next sat for dinner with them again.. **Shy** hahas.. it can b quite a stressful eating experience.. hahas.. speaking of stress.. cos his mum always patronize the stalls, those stalls owners know her.. i looked around when i was eating.. n i spotted this auntie at one of the nearby stall.. looking at me n grinning.. -_-'' was the kinda thot tt went thru my head.. hahas.. then nodded at me somemore.. along the way back.. there was another kinda special feeling in me.. somewhat unique..

2007-07-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

**hot temper**

woke up n prepare so earli in the morning for the sake of the proj.. but lynn say she's having a stomachache n will work fr home..

my temper isnt very good recently i admit.. but still i managed to control my temper jus now.. i had repeated this many times.. but i m stil gonna repeat it.. **grrr**

the purpose of today's group meeting is to go thru the entire slide to ensure everyone knows the flow and check thru.. then, we shall rehearse thru the presentation.. unless everyone has a webcam.. how r we gg to rehearse thru together at home? as if i wanna go all the way to amk to rehearse our presentation lo.. its sooo farrr lo.. if onli my stomachache is so bad den i can dont go then..

so.. i put on my bad-man (not batman) mask.. i called min n jie to tell them about the change of plan.. told weiting online.. but she sounded pissed.. alrite.. dont growl at me or i will flared up.. its not my fault aft all.. i had enough of being blamed for wat's not my fault..

i m not trying to blame lynn now.. i understand its easy to get stomachache during rainy days.. me who have a weak stomach understands the best.. its jus tt i m not satisfied with ting's attitude..

trying to smile.. tired. way to go.. pharmacy management next!

2007-07-21T03:38:00.000+08:00

oh well.. n i really hate gg sch now..
i hate to mingle ard with ppl..
i c hypocrites all ard..
i jus wan to do nothing..

THE WORLD IS UGLY.

2007-07-21T03:16:00.000+08:00

Bingo Bingo~~

i m failing my pharmaco test this time round.. calculated my marks.. couldnt pass the passing marks unless there is a miracle which i m not tt lucky to experience one..

had dinner with mum n dad.. quite rarely 'd i b siting down at coffee shop eating with them these days.. Snapped some photos.. hahas..

bought a packet of milk and back home.. worked on my pharmaco proj then went on to baking.. this time round.. i baked two batches of different muffins.. one batch which contains m&m peanut chocolate and the other containing raisins.. haven tried the raisins ones.. but i hope its jus fine esp since the dough seems dry when mixing..

went on to play trickster.. i had waited for dd so long jus to play new char together.. but it was a freaking bad experience.. due to some game bug, we lost some game items.. n ultimately.. i m became the one to search for it for ah boy who obviously put the blame on us.. fine.. tt's issue no.1. issue no.2.. ah boy wanna b team leader.. but he dunno how to type n tell dd wor.. n i m supposed to type n ask? fine.. i asked.. tt's issue no.2.. issue no.3. we've told dd we were waiting for him to complete his quest b4 we 3 proceed to the next.. but he went on to take the next w/o telling us.. & again.. ah boy blamed me.. wat's the problem? y m i to b blamed again? he dunno how far dd had completed the previous quest, but he nv ask him but yet turned to ask me.. hello.. how on earth m i to know when i didnt even ask dd? n for goodness sake.. keyboard and chatbox is for u to type n ask/talk isnt it? m i goddess? fine.. n dd took the quest b4 us n i m to b expected to know b4 hand again? NONSENSE! so i asked him to ask dd himself n he complained to dd tt i everything oso say i dunno.. Hello.. i really dunno anything n yet i m supposed to b knowing everything? RIDICULOUS! then, leveling seems too slow for dd.. n he asked me to train new char AGAIN. when i had spent 3 hrs plus jus to get ready for this char.. obviously i m in a dilema whether anot to create another char again.. since dd is the one who suggested.. isnt him supposed to b the one who give me the push to change.. instead.. i m blamed for not knowing whether to change anot AGAIN.. y do i get all the blames? worse of all is for him to add on one sentence.. "no wonder ah boy say u everything oso dunno" hello.. NO link lo... n he freaking know that ah boy can be unreasonable most of the time.. n yet he quote his sentence to shoot me? wat nonsense is tt? i was reali pissed off.. i decided not to play.. better still be asleep than to get blamed for all the nothings.. i've got tonnes more important and significant things to do.. STUPID.

2007-07-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

studying mental disorder medications promote mental disorder in me manz.. hahas..
tmr is pharmaco test 3.. arghs.. no mood to study at all.. esp emily liew's part.. thos mental disorder medications.. **puke**

was studying at dd's house.. somewhat managed to go thru everything.. but nothing gets into my head.. arghs.. those drugs are simply too hard to remember.. was studying in the extra room.. hahas.. den his mum came in n chat with me.. or else i'd hv fallen asleep staring at those drugs manz.. hahas.. the names are long.. the effects are similar i cant differentiate the difference.. hahas..

when i was studying anti-depressant, i fulfilled some depressant symptoms.. =x i m serious.. i know myself.. arghs.. time to get back to study...

**wish me good luck**

2007-07-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

haven been able to blog for quite some time due to suspended internet service.. but thanks to dear.. =) for always being there for me.. had i know tt the internet prob is due to suspended service, i wont hv to suffer so many days of internet-less nights..

results out.. not as good as i expected thou i had always thot i wont do tt well too.. but deep in my heart.. i had always hope for miracles jus lyk for Drug Devlp i got an A which is quite a miracle.. i mean i nv expect i'd.. anyway.. for the 4 modules i scored at least a B, i'm rewarded with $25!! **huggs** >>grins<< +thks dd++ hahas.. stone stone got hope lo.. but i m nt buying yet.. T_T better reserve the $$ for backup... T_T

anw.. i bought zephyrus.. my game char's pet.. cost me $7.80 but i haven pay for it yet.. =x oh well.. enough of $$ issues.. i m quite sick of worrying abt $$.. but i m quite touched tt dd's mum is worried i wont get enuff to eat.. althou to b honest.. i reali dont have enuff.. n had it not been for dd.. i oso dunno how i survive with so very lil allowance.. arghs.. but i cant complain..

all this while.. for the past week.. i dunno y.. it seems tt i dun reali lyk to talk to ppl.. its not a something tt i can control.. i had enuff sleep <-- i assumed.. but still.. i dont feel lyk opening my mouth to talk.. my mind is in a complete state of confusion.. i know i m worried about something which i dunno wat it is.. sounds complicated? i cant fig out what is bothering me either.. i dont have the mood to play.. work.. or shopping.. i jus feel lyk sleeping.. even if i m not tired at all.. i dont feel lyk waking up.. being awake allows the unknown to bother me..

i wanna do nothing.. i wanna let my mind rest.. i wanna b alone..

2007-07-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

Rather moody these days.. cleared all my moody stuffs with dd.. n i felt much better..

I dont really lyk the idea of people spreading my personal life or encounters with others even before i mentioned it myself.. It put me into an awkward position if i dont cont and i had to jus blurt everything out too.. don't lyk to hide anything if i have started mentioning anything.. its jus that.. it happened twice in the same day.. well.. though there no big deals.. but i still feels kinda weird..

perhaps its due to my pms.. perhaps so.. mixed feelings.. gets angry easily.. gets upset easily.. but not happy all the while despite the happy face.. <-- this kinda mask is torturous to put on for long periods..

i dont wish to hide it anymore.. but i dont feel lyk gg cosplay thingy this sat.. i m sorry cara.. but my body isnt feelin well these days.. my head is in a state of confusion.. n i dont feel that i will enjoy it there.. besides, i think it looks stupid not to be fitting into those people wearing costumes.. n i cant afford it.. pyscho-ing me to go is easy.. but wan me to enjoy the session is difficult..

i just dont have the passion the two of u have for drawing.. neither do i have the burning passion to go aft anime by anime.. i have tried to go into them.. but i cldnt stay on for long..

all that i know now is to complete all projs.. stressful.. tutorials.. n last few weeks of lecture to endure.. n finally the exams.. n tt's it.. it'll then b FYP n IAP outside.. I m sick of going to NYP..

Sleep is all i m wan now..
not games.. nothing..

2007-07-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

grey!!! i m seeing black n white... hahahas..

Eeyer... its jus so so so so so so wasted... there are so many tops or bottoms which i took fancy of.. but no $$ to buy.. T_T sad de lo... if not for the stone stone im looking forward to buying.. i guess i'd hv bought 2-3 pieces today? hahas.,. but i bought a butterfly clip clip.. pink de ok.. but the lightings not very nice.. so eh.. i nv upload the photo.. hee..

den hor.. i walk walk walk hor.. i kept twisting my hair.. n i realise actually i looked kinda good with my curled long hair.. hee.. shall try that tmr... ok.. this is the only photo i took.. cant reali c my hair since my shirt is black.. n i looks reali ugly in this pix.. hahahahs..

arghs.. i reali wanna buy the stone stone asap.. haiiz......

2007-06-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

Yay.. today LAST paper.. LAST ok? hahahs.. so happy.. finally can go back to gaming le.. hee.. =) a BIG BIG BIG smile.. hee..

this week has been hectic.. buried under tonnes of notes.. n test papers.. aww.. practically lack of sleep.. n wat happened? i almost burnt down the onli small flat my family of four plus a stranger of the room...

was so tired this noon.. n i decided to heat up the tea leftover fr last nite.. n i left it to heat up on the stove.. n i fell asleep while waiting.. when it was discovered, it was alr burnt.. with charcoal content inside and browned kettle and lotsa smokes.. my bro saved my life manz.. god bless.. he woke up suddenly and to his surprise would he walk into the kitchen right aft he woke up which he dont... tt was lyk 30mins aft i felt asleep...

well.. sure enuff... got a nice time explaining to my mum n listening to her naggg.. but gd enuff... had it been last time.. it ll sure b a big war with her.. n i m glad she kept it fr dad.. or else i m gonna b a piece of deadmeat...

oh ya.. my mum n his mum bdays coming soon.. so we went to buy them present on our 25th 27th.. =)

Tada.. and this is the two pressie we got for them.. they're identical bracelets.. had wanted to get two different ones.. but... one is out of stock.. so had to get two of the same lo...

The packaging is nice.. hahas.. i lyk the packaging.. oh ya.. n i got the converse pants i wanted.. hahahs.. thks dear.. =) **muackz** n it goes well with my class jersey and my orange adidas.. hahas..

ok.. back to my business management.. stupid module.. not as if i wanna b a manager.. aww.

2007-06-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

Slept less than 3 hrs.. dead.
went to lot1 for brunch.. main motive there is to buy shoes and buy lil socks for my pig pig.. =x cos i realise pig pig leg gets blackened.. eeks.. i dont lyk tt.. while doing so... my dart hit the bull's eye!! the super kawaii notebook and tt ever lying down being.. hahahas...
well.. in the end.. didnt buy any shoes.. din buy the socks either.. not cos of anything but nv c any.. siiannz...

went to collect notes fr clara.. n to think i ll bump into chew yen.. hahas.. quite surprised to c her.. well.. n tt stone man beside me jus doesnt know how to say hi.. *arghhss* can b quite pai seh lorz.. so i was lyk.. trying to talk to her fr cck to jur.. i hv to emphasize tt i m not talking for the sake of talking... or else the atmosphere's gonna b weird...

"nice" enough.. end of poppuri event.. is almost equivalent to end of trickster game manz.. the game dont patch.. n i cant play.. *aww* n to think i tot i earned up 1M plus ytd nite.. arghhs.. its as if my nites of playing had came to a waste.. stupid programmer as usual...

tmr is fri.. so wat if the game is ok.. hv to study for BCLS test.. have to study for common test.. eeekks.. i jus wan to cont slacking la..

2007-06-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

Since i m so free now.. i shall do a colorful posting!!

My fav color.. pink.. tada.. hahas... so i shall start off with something pinky..
As pink as i had mentioned.. i brought out pig pig.. my pink pen pink pencil pink highlighter pink puncher and started packing my notes and tried to flip thru the notes while i m setting up my shop for item sales in game.. =) good gal ar.. but sad to say.. tt's not that pinky.. i never study.. =X

Much as i dont wish to have anything to do with red cross.. i have to meet up clara to get my first aid cert and BCLS notes.. Y do i still bother to go yA? tt's bcos i have signed up for the test.. i jus feel that i should b responsible enuff to at least attend it.. esp its a first come first serve basis registration.. since i am able to successfully applied for the test.. i shouldnt b absent..

server maintenance tmr.. haiiz.. mayb tt's gd.. since i will b gg out to collect my things.. n mayb i cld jus do something not gaming.. lynn don't seems to b continuing playing anymore.. seems lyk she's sick of the game le.. T_T haiizz...

Time flies.. wk 10 now.. another few more weeks to school n i will b saying goodbye soon.. how do i love that manx.. looking forward to week 20... half a sem more to go... ganbate.. study hard!!

2007-06-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

Its been a long long long long time since i reali blogged..

Trickster has been keeping me busy the past week.. zss camp.. i went for a day only.. went home on the 2nd day since i haven been well since day 1.. adominal pain for entire 2 days.. den went home chiiong level again..

Finally... after days of chiionging.. i have reach the level 63 and is currently a magician with lousy skills.. =x jus when i was so bored killing those ghostly gals and boys in phantom sch, we decided to venture out to black swamp.. so there we are.. doin hunter quest.. stress.. hahas..

Next week exam.. gonna study soon thou there dont seems much to study.. lolz.. thou i still feel lyk continuing chiionging my game.. hee.. dunnos.. shall c how.. aft all.. mon was over jus lyk tt.. doubt will really go n study..

i m seriously tired aft days of insufficient sleep.. due to my chiionggissmm.. lolz.. my bro said.. if we still dont sleep well... we will die fr this.. ok.. so..i shall sleep more b4 waking up to play tmr.. lolz...

2007-06-11T23:43:00.001+08:00

Trickster has lousy programming..
it causes unhappiness b/w lynn n me.. i m not sure abt her.. but its been bothering me.. i hv to let it out..

dd.. boy and me.. we were fighting mon mon as a party while waiting.. the three of us were waiting for her.. but.. when we actually saw lynn.. she left the area.. when i whisper her.. i said.. c me run ar.. lolx.. i meant it as a joke but i doubt she gets it.. n she actually said she doesnt wan to party us for she had no mood anymore.. y? bcos i reject her request to my party.. i m quite sad to hear this.. frenz for so long n tt's how u c me? n this is thks to the programmer of this game..

y? the same thing happened ltr on the night.. the three of us witnessed it.. boy attempted to trade or do something with dd.. but we were in the midst of fighting a mon mon.. n in his window.. he showed us.. it showed.. rejected! tt's funny.. i was siting jus next to dd.. n his screen does not show anything where he cld reject..

wat does this show? the programming sucks.. when u r fighting mon mon, there's no way u cld do any other thing with others.. or else it will auto reject..

ok.. let's say tt is not the case.. let's say i had set my party setting to deny request.. if u said tt u had been there since long.. y cant u use all talk to talk to me? we've been killing mon.. we can hardly c the ppl ard us.. no one can heal us.. we cld onli look aft ourselves.. u cldnt blame me for tt.. it wasnt my intention to reject u.. i was jus trying to reject those who kept pestering us while we were on our way to places.. its reali irritating when the person continuously pestering you to join party.. n when he does so.. u COULD NOT move! n so tt's my fault for the unhappiness?

i jus hope lynn can understand this.. its reali saddening to c this happening..

2007-06-09T12:30:00.000+08:00

whoosh.. i've finally discovered how to add the other tools to my posting toolbar.. lolz.. c i can add colors oso le.. dont nid use html lo.. muahahahas.. hey hey.. this color is nice.. i lyk... hahas..

been busy with school work.. projs.. n playing game.. thou onli not very long each day.. i classified it as not very long la.. lolz.. well.. talking abt projs.. the latest presentation.. drug development presentation.. woosh.. once again.. our group was praised as the best group presenting the journal paper we were doing.. hohohos.. <--- my my.. y m i luffing lyk lynn.. hahas.. i m beginning to b thick skin again.. got my weird ideas sure got praise.. n of cos.. nid the group co-op.. =)

our class jersey.. $21 each.. plus nid to pay extra for the share for ms ang.. thou is u all close to her not me.. plus mayb nid to pay for jolin's one.. which is u all close to her.. u all rich i m not.. she is so selfish.. n yet expect us to share cost for her? she no $$ i oso no $$ ma.. sometimes dun even noe gt allowance anot le.. Wat an idea..

OREO.. i'd love to make cheese cake again.. but i know the previous experience reali scare us le.. hahas.. another 10 weeks or so to go.. yay... n IAP n FYP.. hahahaas.. our FYP is no FYP.. our FYP = IAP + presentation.. there's the equation..

IAP + FYP = 24 weeks
FYP = IAP + presentation
IAP + IAP + presentation = 24 weeks

bcos there might b no proj for us to do.. hahas..

2007-06-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

As i was typing my resume for ICA submission, i was laming around with lynn.. gosh.. lucky i wont get physically lame by chatting manz.. lolz..

n suddenly,
as i chat and laughed to the screen..
as i listened to some used to be famous songs last time..
as i watched the time tick away..
as i think..

i missed those days b4 poly days.. lolz.. where every nite, dear n i meet up online =X to chat.. n ll chat til morning without failure.. but now he is fast asleep.. lolz.. ya.. lyk i said.. b4 poly days.. how to compare.. lolz.. then was lyk so free.. hahas.. now is lyk omg.. if onli i hv 25 hrs.. lolz.. but i do miss those days.. sleep oso muz msg kinda thing.. lolz.. though now is still sleep oso muz chat or else cant sleep kind.. **hair stands** hahas..

alrite.. i miss him..

2007-06-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

it's freaking tiring to have to write resume, cover letters, tutorials and even prepare for presentation aft a long day from 11-9pm in sch..

there's a few things i wanna do/get/buy/wan..
1. clips and hair band.. or else every nite i ll suffer fr messy hair syndrome
2. a couple of skirts.. lacking of bottoms to wear le..
3. a couple of tube top n such.. ok.. i dun reali fancy polo top or tee.. lolz..
4. trim my hair.. i think its getting out of hand.. lolz..
5. footwear.. well.. current ones hv worn off..
6. ventilation! or else every nite i sleep nid to bring in the fan.. stupid lo.. heavy..
7. a new pink bottle..
8. nail polish..

anything tt is pink will catch my eye first.. hahas.. n i m freaking pink at days when i m wearing pink top with pink jacket with pink shoes with pink pen with pink highlighter with pink pencil (lucky no transparent pink ruler or eraser) with pink bottle and pink handphone pouch.. lucky i nv buy z610.. or else worse.. den i saw this pink wrist rest in sch.. well.. i do lyk it.. but.. ... he say no gd.. den no gd lor... thou quite siianz to hear tt.. hee.. i was still planning to get pink bedsheet.. oh ya.. talking abt pink.. reminds me of the sleeping position de piglet.. kaoz.. huimin hv lorz.. kns.. chao siianz diaoz lo.. everything i wan she ll hv it.. sometimes. i m jus so jealous of her.. arghs.. i dun lyk gg to her place.. y muz she hv everything tt i wan n i cldnt get? arghs.

lucky the sem is ending n tt's it.. sheesh.. more projs to do.. more hw to be completed..
kiez.. gotta do my work le.. haiz.. siianz..

2007-06-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

its onli a matter of time my volunteering work with red cross should end..

the coming up proj in oa..
me having been in oa for so long.. m i being recognised? wat's the point of my staying anymore? i shall gif up watever BCLS waived for me.. watever ophir trip.. watever zhenghua unit.. i shall not waste my time in red cross anymore.. at least for my dear frenz and of cos.. my dear one..

I hate them all.. ALL. no more jokes.. i've taken the first action.. n i did.
i've blocked all red cross personnels.. i hate u all.. ALL.

GOODBYE Zhenghua Red Cross.. GOODBYE Ms Leow.. GOODBYE RED CROSS..

i shall now be a carefree woman!

2007-06-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

oh well.. i hv no mood for any other thing aft i colored my first every piece with 'backgrd' thou not very elaborated one.. at least i m nt jus drawing a figure.. hahas.. so aft playing for 1 hr or so with my bro.. guess wat? ULTRAMAN.. hahas.. its fun as usual.. we fight against each other.. nevertheless.. i lose.. stupid mo-ho-ho.. but its evolved yellow chest mon mon much more power.. lolz.. once able to use super power can 1 hit KO.. hee.. with tt den i cld win a FEW times.. lolz.. cos the mon mon de hands too short (omg.. reminds me of lynn =X since she oso always lidat say.. hahas) n so.. i played until i tired le.. took out a piece of paper.. n started scribling..

n this is the end result.. aft i bluetooth into my lappy n realise not thick enuff.. so i outline again.. bluetooth in again.. n color.. ok.. to me.. is not bad le la.. lolz.. *happy* thou i know there is still room for improvement for my drawings and coloring.. lolz.. oh yea.. i nv add in sparkling eyes le.. or else lynn gonna say i m drawing alien eyes again... -__-'''

tada.. oh ya.. forgot to add in name.. lolz.. =) muz b proud of my drawing ma.. =X hahas.. presented in front of everyone is my swirling star fairy.. =)

tmr or in fact later today.. he's working.. all future weekends he's going to work le.. =) yet =( hahas.. well.. new experience.. shall leave earli thou we r doing proj work ltr.. afterall.. its is first day at work.. i shall go pei him aft work NO MATTER WAT.. even if tt is to spend my time at home doing more proj work..

tt's the power of love.. =X

2007-06-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

tada..
something i drew during the last 30 min of break.. n colored at home.. hee..
the hair 1 patch 1 patch.. eeks. so ugly.. hahas.. but i lyk her.. so fat.. so cute.. lolz..

2007-05-31T13:54:00.000+08:00

freak..
people jus throw me questions now n then without even reading the journal paper carefully.. without even fully screening my slides.. How FLARED UP i hv bcome..
I reali wanna SHOUT at ppl liaoz.. i kept repeating.. READ JOURNAL PAPER.. READ..

my backaches and my neck area de pain is enuff for me to endure liaoz lo.. y do everyone still cant do their part to jus simply.. READ. read once.. twice n thrice lo.. i oso read thru for dunno how many times last nite to come up or agree with the points in the slides.. PISSED. i m reali sorry i hv to b so fierce to lynn n weiting.. but its reali frustrating when ppl dont read carefully n in details b4 they ask.. its alr a torture to sit here typing..

TERRIBLE MOOD..
even affected my mood when talking to him on the phone..

Well.. though today's meeting cancelled bcos of me n possibly eileen oso for not able to make it.. but at least.. i did wat's to be done which i doubt will get done even if we were at huimin's place now.. possibly jus staring at journal paper now n then n looking at senior de ppt slides n perhaps think..

i've done wat has to be done more importantly.. i jus hope the rest can jus do their part to read n understand b4 pointing at everything inside n say is wrong..

2007-05-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

posting for 30 may..

i set my goal to finish the skeleton for our DD ppt today.. so tmr can go off earli.. i wont feel comfortable outside doing proj since i m alr sick.. temp gone down by 0.3 degree today.. tt's such bad news.. i had wanted it to go up so i can c doc.. lolz.. otherwise my mum ll b unhappy..

but.. demoralising things happen one aft another the moment i sign in msn..

i checked my email.. upcoming oa events.. in it.. includes BCLS certificatio course.. n guess wat.. my name is NOT inside.. n vincent still mention 2 slots left onli.. what the heck... i m completely forgotten? wat is this? i hate them.. I HATE EVERYONE..

den.. ms leow msn me.. she asked me whether i know this sec 2 gal.. n told me this sec 2 gal said she wanna quit together with some sec 1.. REASON? bcos angie too fierce.. what the shit la.. nonsense sia.. i haven get fierce yet n they complained i m?
well.. since they dun lyk me.. i wont lyk them anymore.. i wont spend my time with them anymore.. they dun appreciate it..

Now.. i dont belong to HQ.. i dont belong to OA.. i dont even belong to zhenghua le.. i shall b gone.. as i told lynn ytd.. goodbye.

anw.. my mum was saying i cld b grolwing wisdom tooth.. tt's y swollen n feverish.. i oso dunno.. jsu know my fever up n down.. both thighs muscles hurt lyk dunno wat when we nv exercise at all ytd lo.. was joke-fully saying.. hahas.. i got dengue fever.. hahas.. since i hv spot many mosquitoes at home.. n thks to the lift upgrading work jus downstairs.. Arghhs

2007-05-30T01:40:00.000+08:00

90% chances not gg sch le..
90% dead.. can u believe i m almost lying down as i type this? hahas.. with so much difficulty..

sent yuanlin my pharmaco tutorial le.. in case i nv go still got someone help me print.. lynn nt online le.. so cant send her... sch internet not reliable somemore.. dun dare send to her email.. i caused her enuff trouble today.. jus bcos i forgot to copy her tutorial into thumbdrive.. thks to ivy for worrying for my submission of tutorials.. =)

BDS.. i m still thinking of ways to submit.. i got do de hw cannot dont submit or submit late de.. its as if a waste of my efforts otherwise...

i m deeply sorry cldnt do DD proj with them tmr.. but hope when i wake up ltr this afternoon.. which i foresee so.. i can help in findhing info or something.. cant hang on til tmr noon le..

2007-05-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today the 29 May..
i m sick.
neck area swollen.. pain pain.. i think is lymph node area.. hahas.. bacterial viral infections.. lolz..
survived thru the pain this whole day.. back home.. i took my temperature aft resting for 1 hr lidat..

not very clear.. lolz.. i cant keep my hands holding it firm...
38.4.. hmmz.. not too high yet.. can b still higher.. hahas.. head feeling so heavy now.. dying.. dying.. tmr dunno how to survive liaoz.. lolz..

but once again.. mum say dun nid c doc.. fine lo.... oso gd.. let the fever go higher.. hahas.. den can c doc take proper medication.. lolz...

this evening de aseptic is fun.. hees.. we learnt how to use syringe.. how to draw liquid into syringe properly etc. lolz..

best of all.. we can take back the syringes n needles n vials.. woosh.. hahas..
(beri cheapskate hor) hahahas..
Tada...

i guess i m sure not to be able to get up tmr morning le.. dying.. still nid to struggle thru another tutorial.. yawnz..

ytd leii.. hmmm...
thks to lynn.. i've got to watch the 2nd last epi b4 the last epi of ytd 9pm de show.. lolz.. but i had to trouble dear to carry the player out.. Oops.. i m so paiseh.. hahas..

but the abalone fish soup n noodles for lunch was yummy.. still prefer the wanton soup to the fish soup.. hee.. yummy.. hee..

den we drank anything and watever finally.. lolz... ok.. its reali anything.. cos my bro drank it it tastes lyk coke.. when we drank it.. it tasted lyk coke.. lolz.. reali can b anything manz.. lolz.. i practically ask for watever to b mine.. hee.. dont let him drink leii.. lolz.. peach tea.. hmmmz.. hahas.. not bad.. quite interesting.. lolz..

yawn ywan.. cant tahan le.. i go do hw le..

2007-05-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

Happy anniversary! erm.. belated by a day post.. lolz..

once again.. we were out into another world.. last yr was into a world of heights.. this yr is a yr into water.. lolz..

first and foremost.. my weird looking lunch box.. but it tastes gd.. woosh.. shall make more salmon with my self created receipe.. lolz..

our day to sentosa had a break point at tiong bahru.. where the 3 colored bouquet? popped out.. n sadly.. i had the urge to go toilet due to a sudden stomachache.. WRONG TIMING sia.. quite demoralising to him i know..

n poor flowers.. hv to suffer under the hot weather with us in my big bag.. bcos i paiseh to hold it.. lolz.. had some prob locating where is the express tram service to sentosa.. lolz.. but found it at last.. lolz.. jus as he expected.. cable car 'd hv been more appropriate? lolz.. anw.. it was a new experience worth trying.. lolz.. the ride was speedy.. reach sentosa imbiah station in no time..

den we had bad time searching for the luge and skyride.. arghs.. taking tram and buses here n there.. ended up gg to dolphin lagoon.. DOLPHIN!! thou i seldom mention dolphin anymore doesnt mean i dun lyk dolphin.. lolz.. suffered under the great big burning ball at the beach.. jus to wait for the dolphin show to start.. hahas.. PINK dolphins.. PINK ok.. Reali PINK.. thou is onli at the belly.. well.. pink dolphin is grey to start with.. hahas.. sounds familiar hor.. pretty satisfied with the performance.. thou sweating lyk hell.. but better than raining.. then n then.. dear took some photos and video of the performance.. =)

oh.. initially we wanted to go underwater world first wan lo.. but the queue went lyk.. oh my gosh.. wat is this? is tt 1/2 price or something.. the line went zig zag all the way out near the passage way leadin to the ticketing centre.. den the clever me.. suggested we go dolphin lagoon to purchase the tickets.. hahas.. smart sia.. n reali no queue there!! hahas..

when the show ended.. it was terrible.. thousands of ppl streaming to the buses.. we decided to walk down the beaches.. n we passed by songs of the sea.. well.. we wanted to go.. but.... tickets were sold out!! all 5000 seatings.. all SOLD OUT?! n it was lyk onli 645pm.. n 740pm and 840pm were all sold out.. well.. thanks to those tour groups fr INDIA.. gosh.. heartache manz... left with no choice but to go to our underwater world first..

spent lotsa n lotsa n lotsa of time in there.. 2hrs there.. can u believe? lolz.. r u wondering r there so many things to c there? buden.. reali a lot.. lolz.. mayb we too mountain tortoise bahz.. lolz.. but the last time i went was many hundreds of yrs ago.. lolz.. quite amazed by some creatures.. lolz.. but i do love the sea angels.. they are soo soooo sooooooo KAWAII!! (ok.. i admit defeat!) hahas.. i took video for them.. n jus b4 we left.. we finally took a photo together.. lolz... n we left for souvenir shop.. n he bought me a glass block with dolphins inside.. sweet.. =) n we left..

bcos time still permits for our luge rides.. we headed for the station.. n once again.. we went looking for it.... finally.. we found the right way.. but the 4 or 5 flights of escalators we have to climbed was a nightmare.. stupid lo.. so earli off the escalator.. made it to the top finally.. but den we nv take the rides.. T_T i wan play......... <--- machiam a kid lidat.. n hv to take another bus to the tram station to get us back to mainland... T_T hungry? of cos..

at a time ard 10pm.. all restaurants and food court had mostly closed!!! CLOSED?! that means we got nothing to eat! n we found this place called jia xiang.. it looked lyk olden days restaurant.. olden days setting.. n we ordered my fav abalone!!!! no la.. abalone noodles.. but its reali abalone!!! n its not tt ex.. got abalone, fried wanton, soup wanton, big prawns (esp with the intestine gotten rid of.. woosh.. love those..), meat meat, char siew n veg (yucks).. nice dinner.. n so nice i wanted to eat more.. n i kept pestering him we go for dinner again tonight.. lolz.. but i end late n he ends earli.. BAKA!

n tt's a day passed.. now i m kinda worried of my flowers and dolphin.. dunno what will happen to them when i was asleep and tt mentally unstable woman ll do to them..
tired now.. shall upload photos tmr..
nitez..

2007-05-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

my new drawing.. body still not very proportionate.. but at least.. a bit of diff pose le.. thou the hand is kinda short n skinny.. hee..

tired.
sad.

2007-05-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

stupid.
as far as i know.. i hv been dreaming n still is..
aft all..
tmr is a day onli i m looking forward to..
stupid.
stupid.
yes i am.
u've got no idea.. no prep.. nothing..
i cldnt help but to think u r just taking it as another day..
STUPID..
U R!
U R THE STUPID ONE TOO!
when will u actually learn the lessons taught?
enough!
ENOUGH!

at least there was a hiden bear with flowers to liven up my day last yr..
i dun expect the same.. nor do i expect nothing..
does it mean bcos its kinda long together all the sweet nothings can be forgone?
I HATE THIS!

I DONT LIKE ANY OF THESE!
NONE.

HOLLOW BODY.
SOULLESS.

2007-05-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

arghs.. i m tired.

finally.. i hv gone thru all the lectures.. 14 lectures de drugs is alr killing me.. arghs.. but luckily.. he's there with me.. occasionally chatting with me.. (although he is enjoying his new game -__-'' )n having gave me the drive to carry on..

tmr.. no.. in fact ltr.. he is gonna stay overnight til sat!! woosh.. **happy** hee.. but a sad thing.. no fan. T_T so.. tmr nite i wun b able to sleep in my cosy lil room in the bedroom.. cos no fan.. (i wan the aircon fan!!!)

arghs.. super tired.. how m i to endure til the nite working with insufficient sleep.. gosh... sweets!! gotta buy more sweets!!! to keep me lasting.. diarrhea to expect since i will b taknig large amounts of sorbitols.. hahas..

actually i m wondering if i m talking to myself as i typed.. lolz..
back to study...

2007-05-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

not trying to skive here.. hahas..

so tired aft studying fr the whole noon.. all the different medication and drug names floating in my head.. =X mouth become lyk this le.. dun dare talk... scare talk le all the impt things ll jus fly out.. lolz..

sobz.. today suppose to go evening jog with dear de.. ended up me sleeping at home.. =( cant blame me.. jus too taxing.. lolz.. pharmacology stress.. no matter how many times i go thru the notes.. still having trouble remembering everything.. hahs.. crazy..

oh well.. i m lucky to hv their companion.. =X hahas..

2007-05-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

well well.. been reading tutorial on how to draw.. n i drew the first chibi ever by myself.. lolz... thou looks a bit funny.. lolz..

quite satisfied with the head..
fat fat de.. hahas..

den comes the horrible thing.. lil body..

omg.. short and fat limbs.. faintz.. took effort to erase off as much as possible...
then the next one..

better ya? hahas.. i do hope so.. thou still a bit weird.. machiam the head is gg to roll down anytime.. lolz..

den the hands looked weird to me and lynn oso.. so put on an xs glove for her..

pictures were taken using hp.. so hor.. quality not as gd as scanning.. lolz...
shall draw more to improve.. =)

2007-05-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

woosh.. we've survived thru another 5hrs of break today.. **YAY** i studied.. somehow i did for 4hrs thou not fully 4hrs... lolz.. but i m happy i finished at least 1/2 the total topics to be covered..

meanwhile.. my dear fren.. lynn was tiredly drawing char bo using photoshop with my lappy.. hahas.. helped her killed time leii.. lolz.. hmm.. she did a nice drawin.. but i believe she can do better if she had photoshop to play with at home.. =)

whole new experience having time spent with ivy.. lolz.. thou i guess we were quite noisy for her.. lolz.. n thanks to blur blur cara.. i can finally.. once again.. get connected using sch network.. woosh.. **happy**

okies.. lynn & i had decided to pon tmr de lesson.. lolz.. thou i still feel lyk attending BDS.. lolz.. i dun mind skipping comm skills.. i dun mind skipping DD.. hahas.. but tt means i have to wake up earli.. eeks.. den noon tired.. hmms.. bad gal.. lolz..

this is what happened when u are in an empty lecture theatre..

super blur cara.. hahas..

n this is wat happened when u r bored during lecture...

drawin on ur lecture notes..
eh.. the more i look at it.. the more i think it is not proportionate and kinda erm.. hahas.. no longer looks cute leii.. lolz..

n this is when u hv long hrs break n a friendly laptop with u.. =X

oops.. copyrighted? lolz..

hees.. i go bathe lo.. long long day.. short short lessons.. lolz..

2007-05-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

back again..

was playing plantasia with him until so kan jiong n my phone rang.. n never to expect.. its jy.. i was lyk -___-''' y him? spoiler sia.. i play game dao so happy he suddenly call.. n worse.. alr very desperately wanting to cont playing game hor.. n i hello he dun ans.. almost wanted to scold the spammer n hang up manz.. **bish**

arghs.. jus cldnt persuade him to blog oso.. **faintz**
nvm.. guess he dun hv the time oso.. hahas..

whee.. he's gt his barang barang here lo.. time to pack those things for him le.. =] or else tmr aft nite lesson come home oso no mood do all this things le.. lolz..

2007-05-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

EDITED.
Today 22 May.

First and foremost.. dear has finally decided to bring his barang barang to keep at my place.. wow.. tt's aft so long.. wait dao hair oso gg to turn white... lolz..

Next.... xael korkor finally created a graphical link to my blog.. =) so happy.. thanks.. its lyk after so long.. lolz..

Then.... (cos i find it weird to say thirdly) i've also put in lynn's link and cara's new link.. isnt tt wonderful? all 3 of us has something for the 3 of us to read now.. =] **GAY** <-- meaning happy oso rite? lolz.. but but but.. they are all in black.. eeks.. tempt me to change back to black template again.. hahas.. for we are ACE inhibitors.. hmmz.. ACE ma... indeed quite true.. back then when we were always together.. we reali ace in studies.. lolz.. cara la.. nv come to pharmaceutical track with us.. **kabish**

somehow.. i jus wasted my noon.. precious noon.. but i did something i m sooo sooo pleased with.. lolz..

tada.. lolz..
written on it is Stemetil.. a drug prescribed to adults to prevent nausea and vomiting but not forgetting it is oso an antipyscho drug.. hahas.. y i wrote this? for her to c lo.. lolz.. trying to imply tt she shld take this kinda drug manz.. now n then keep having pyscho attacks.. lolz.. wrote pretty much of pharmaco stuffs on it oso.. to oso get rid of trouble.. lolz.. so i can oso say i m writing to remind myself this drug which is eesential for my test and exam.. lolz..

okiez.. my bro is missing as of now.. 1 hr plus ago.. he walked his gf to mrt.. with only $2 on him w/o phone and wallet.. he is supposed to buy pao de.. but til now.. he is still missing.. **praying hard**

**if onli its tt fatso missing now n nt my bro..**

ytd nite bcos her i cldnt wake up this mrng.. so troublesome woman.. haiz.. n i shoot her back with one sentence n she gone speechless.. hahas.. so shuang..

gg to find my bro le.. byes..

2007-05-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

Yooshh.. i went studying in the library once again.. what's the big deal?

hmm.. when we (Angie Cara n Eileen --> a.k.a ACE inhibitors) **hahas** were out at cafe in the library studying once again today, it suddenly reminded me of the time when we were in yr 1 and we visited the library cafe every week to study.. no wonder my results were so gd then.. hahas..

n i ordered my all times fav.. chocolate mocha.. =) hmm.. finished in 1 hr.. T_T $$ flew away.. finished 10 out of 11 lectures which i brought.. hmmz.. quite proud of myself for being able to endure for so many hrs in the library.. lolz....

i lyk the arrangement of my room now.. so does dear.. =] hee.. n he tested my sleeping environment.. n find it a perfect arrangment.. lolz.. i think so too.. lolz.. if onli there is one more curtain to separate the main room.. n tt ll b wonderful!!! lolz..

haha.. a bit messy thou.. but cant b bothered..
c the line? our boundary!!!

woosh.. n thanks for helping me find those songs tt i wanted too.. **muackzz**
long day tmr.. time to sleep..

2007-05-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

TODAY. 19 May.

sad. but i hv to pretend i m not in front of her.. sobz.

Linkamnia 05 shirt gt stolen..
PMK pink color racer back stolen..

T_T my fav PMK.. sobz.. sobz..
we know who the culprit is.. but wat to do? she wun admit it..
why are we so sure?
this morning.. of all days but today.. she called and asked us to check those clothes outside.. c whether any clothes got stolen.. n she luff.. wat a coincidence manz.. stupid. giving urself away..

but to pretend it wun affect me.. i hv to act as if nothing happened.. in fact.. i m so sad.. dear's angry.. but wat can we do? this isnt the first time anyway... i reali hope she can move out soon...

my new lil room

i dowan to c her.. i moved my cupboard.. further divide the room more distinctly.. i hate to c her.. bei bi de nu ren.. her clothes got stolen got lost oso not my fault wat.. y revenge on me? so innocent.. T_T

Fri. 18 MAY.
ah boy de birthday.. dear n i bought him a cake.. =] fortunate boy tt is my bro.. lolz.. hope my bro ll be more mature.. =)

Pig Pig de new friend.. =)

THU. 17 MAY.
LONG break.. the three of us spent the noon together.. interesting one. =]
So bored we took video.. lolz.. but i dunno how to upload video.. lolz..
First time draw an anime kinda woman.. hmm.. much to improve..

nono.. i dint draw naked woman.. its jus tt lynn helped me with me body structure.. =)

nv scan in the full body yet.. lazy.. hee..
some photos we took during the break..

bored. bye.

2007-05-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

T_T sad.

i wonder how she felt then.. those muz hv been teary days for her.. i guess as much as i hv been waiting for her gd news for years.. she's oso looking forward to this day.. but.. **sobz** hope she is doing well now..

jia you my dear teacher..

2007-05-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

ELOPE.

hahas.. eloped with dear.. =X hahas.. hence, didnt attend nite lecture.. too tired to go back sch.. hahas.. woosh.. spotted my tops.. nice.. hahas.. **hees..** (shall we go back again? =X )

2007-05-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

SLEEP!
slept in train..
slept at home..
woke up fr sleep..
eat..
sleep..

what does this reminds u ne?
PIG rite.. hahas..

my darling listening to phone.. haha.. credit to my bro for holding pig pig.. =) si pig pig.. who r u calling? hahas..

there's a test tmr!! argh.. i muz hv confidence in myself!!! i muz i muz!! i can do it!! **hahas**

2007-05-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

life's so tiring! i think i m sleeping hardly enuff =X

last fri the 11th May...
Morning lectures and tt's all for the day.. being the fan of sleep, i went to sleep in the noon and only to wake up at the time i was supposed to meet up with minghua to visit shan shan n babies.. =) how excited i actually was..

Reached tb station (the place we were supposed to meet up) 5 mins earlier than meeting time.. Sadly.. i had to wait for her alone til 7 plus **arghs** she's late.. n i forgot to bring my handphone.. realise how impt my hp is in my life manz.. jus gong gong stood there waiting til she appeared.. -_-'' cld hv called her with public phone but cant rmb her no.. =X

finally, we were together! went up to shan's unit.. took her quite some time to come to the door.. **faintz** forever so auntie and so slow.. worse still a mother of at least 2 now.. even more auntie.. ehz.. nt trying to condemn auntie la.. buden tt's quite typical of the perception of an auntie..

n bcos i forgot my hp.. din take photos of her babies.. hahas.. they were sooo smmallll in size.. i was lyk.. erm.. how do i actually carry them ar? hahas.. jus as chee yong described.. she kept asking us to carry her babies.. hahas.. if onli they were older a bit.. i would hv let them 'fly' **hees**

left with minghua.. aft our short chat, i realise there were some similarities b/w us.. how nice to hv someone to share ur thots.. n she too gt many job lobangs for me.. how nice of her to had shared with me.. **smilex** thks minghua!! **huggss**

oh well.. n back then.. i forgot abt my first aid test on sat!! n so.. i din study for my test..

the test day.. sat the 12th may..
had breakfast with dear earli mrng ard 8 lidat bahz.. both of us had our own tests.. his was driving mine's first aid.. n i m totally unprepared for the test!! or exam? anw.. flew to HQ only to realise everyone doing own revision til the rest arrive.. well.. i m nt the latest aft all.. **phew** tt was kinda a consolation to myself.. thou i know i shldnt b late myself.. hahas.. given the opportunity to revise, of cos, flipped thru the whole stack of lecture notes.. practical cpr and bandaging is nt tt much of prob for me.. paper wise.. hmmmz..

finally the moment came.. test/exam papers were given out.. 30 questions in 30 minutes.. n i completed them in lyk less den 5 mins or max.. =X typically jus filling in ans immediately aft reading the question.. well.. i cleared the paper.. =) hee.. gd for me yea.. hee..

proceeded to CPR.. actually.. i forgot to say do head to toe check aft casualty showed signs of life.. but the moment i remmeber it.. i did not even allow the tester to have a chance to ask me before i put the casualty in recovery position wat shld i do first.. hees.. **grins**

n so.. i passed every component.. however, sad case for dear.. he did not manage to clear his.. =( better luck next time kies.. **huggs** n i was so tempted to take up driving.. n i will. **very determined**

n finally for 13th may the mother's day..
went for morning jog den ran to the hardcourt some distance fr my place to see the emergency prepardness programme.. there's cpr n first aid!! woosh.. i lyk. hahas.. well.. the demonstrater did fine.. but i hate it when they dun correct the public when they did a mistake even two or three when they given the chance to do cpr on the dummy.. **arghs.. fuming!!** n so i left..

n since it was still earli.. i decided to make breakfast.. n i pan fried a rounded-yolk egg which i m so proud of.. =X

**tada** hee.. my first beautifully done egg.. **smilex**
n actually i m so proud of this egg i went ard showing cara and eileen.. hees.. happy ma.. gt gd things muz share hor.. hee..

n bcos my mum dont lyk hotdogs.. so i replaced with shrimp samosa kinda thing la.. plus bread.. hahas.. mum's gt the best of my toast.. one which i had put in lotsa effort jus to make it crispy n nice tasting toast.. =]

n when i took the following photo n showed my dad n bro.. my bro actually commented;
ah boy: "wah.. machiam qi yue ban bai si ren de food.."
(ah boy is my bro lo.. he said the food looks lyk hungry ghost festival offer to the XXX kinda food)
-_-'' n my dad actually agreed.. **faintz**

when i was so pleased with my breakfast set.. n they commented this.. i admiti did luff when they said tt.. but quite hurtful manz.. but it tasted good okies.. hahas..

n my mum is advertising my breakfast set.. =X hahas..
c.. she's so acitve in participation.. hahas..

this egg hor.. wah. vomit blood lo.. it was so nicely done until i accidentally poked tio the egg yolk.. **arghs** so gek lo... n in fustration, i decided to fold up the egg.. hahas..

n later the day.. went to eat steamboat with dear and his parents.. argh.. so many ppl.. siiannz.. shall not comment much on the dinner.. everything dun seems to work well.. eating manners.. utensils.. food.. everything's not to my expectation..
n zhengfa actually serve customers with styrofoam plates!! n guess wat happened? the food melted the plates.. stupid idea for them to have done so.. isnt tt toxic?!

actually snapped a photo to show how badly the plate had melted.. n if u were there.. u cld c tt there was onli a super thin layer of foamy material left as a barrier b/w the food and the table.. -_-''

jus terrible.

n bcos it's 6 mins past 12am nw.. so 14th May is now a ytd thing..
dreadfully made my way to sch.. patient care management.. lectures by ms yong is still as interesting as ever.. today's topic was BABY CARE!!!! **excited** as if i m a mother myself.. =S hee.. awake thru out the entire 2hr lectures.. abandoned by eileen.. hahahs..

aft so long of not-to-eat-in-south-canteen, cara and me were there eating today.. n bcos i got 2 hrs to rot.. i suggested to go shopping arcade.. but to think when we returned to our block, its onli 1130!!! my god.. when the next lesson is at 1.. n so.. rotted in her lab.. nothing better to do.. she decided to go xiaxue's blog.. hmmz.. of cos.. i read with her.. since i got nothing better to do.. n there's this particular post of this wenbao reproducing her post as an article.. -_-'' lame.

i was looking at my mirror image.. n i decided to take photo shots.. presenting to u... angie-chan!!!

**AHHHHHHH** horrified? hahahas..

n the one-eyed angie...

credit to cara for taking photos.. hahas..

the evening.. i've decided to sort out the huge stack of lecture notes.. n BIG BIG thanks to dear for helping me to punch hOles for me to do filing.. =) **muacks** nt tt much of free labour kiez.. nuggets treat for punching labour.. =X

hahas.. my 760 points.. hahas.. i realise something.. mac cheated me off my points.. i've eaten so many meals n tapped for my membership points.. n they nv ever update my points.. stagnant at 1190 since many meals ago.. KNS!!!!

my leg is swollen again.. tt edema prob!! n my mum insisted on seeing a tie ta.. while me.. i insisted on seeing a western doctor.. argh.. to her seeing a doctor is a waste of $$ but the same to me vice versa.. the start of pain again..

if u can c.. these are the areas beginning to swell AGAIN.

shall take more photos when it gets more swollen!! hee.. (a bit bian tai) hahas..
with these chunks.. i shall end my blog and either go n replenish my sleep or do some tutorial bahzz....

2007-05-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

A photo a day keeps the tiredness away.. =X

presenting to the world....

spider pig!!! hahahas.. tt's how constructive my bro is.. to get pig pig to hang on to his bag strap.. **hahas** so cute.. jus lyk me.. **oOps**

well.. enough of my pig pig.. =X in today's spore, all if not most mrt stations hv a lift at the middle of the platform.. thus, it is reali nt advisable for anyone who:

1. not sick
2. not very very old
3. not pushing 'trolley'
4. not pushing pram
5. and any other business tt taking the escalator seems a bad idea =X

to be at this 4th cabin.. hahas.. guess wat.. jus an approximately 30mins mrt journey to NYP, between 2 doors at the 4th cabin, co-exists 4 baby prams.. scary!!! i was siting in the middle of 2 doors at the 4th cabin and surrounded by 4 baby prams at each corner.. frightening.. lucky there were enuff seats for all of them.. **phew** the sight was kinda cute thou.. mothers/guardians of these prams were too looking at each other.. hahas..

yay!! gonna visit shan shan ltr.. woosh.. gt 2 new babies to c lo.. cant wait to visit her.. so long nv c her.. hahas.. tiong bahru.. hahas.. a place i m more familiar with than anyone i know.. hahahs..

2007-05-10T03:02:00.000+08:00

**eeeeeeeeeeee** went the buzzing sound.. being irritated by the continuous buzz.. i went to the window n look out to see where the sound was coming from.. hahas.. guess where.. MRT!!! hahahas.. it isnt the sound of normal train passing by.. hahas.. stood near the window to wait for the 'machinery' which produces the eeeee sound to move pass those trees.. when it finally reach the point where i can c it, it turns out to be moving lights.. -_-'' i tot i cld c the 'machinery' length is somehow lyk 2 cabins long with numerous small bulb lights.. hmmmz.. **curious**

wah... having stayed here for 7 yrs.. 7 yrs i nv heard of such sound b4.. at least 5 yrs of being an owl.. studying at nite.. i hv nv ever heard of this sound and this sight.. woosh.. unbelievable. hahas..

2007-05-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

cough cough..
cough cough cough..
cough cough cough cough..

aiya.. basically non stop.. as though i m coughing my lungs out.. poor me..
oh yea.. today i took new photos again.. =X hee.. actually i bought those tissues long long ago.. but it onli strike me to take photos jus nw when i realise the box is empty.. hee..

this photo hor.. no matter how i snap oso blur.. arghs..

woosh.. congrats to eileen & myself.. we survived thru 6hrs of break!! hurray!! we went for night lecture!! wow!!! so hard to believe.. hahahas.. hmmm.. ended earli n we two were lyk vroom.. n we were gone.. thks to me.. hahas.. for wanting to rush home in time for 9pm de drama.. hahas.. poor her hv to buy bread in 1 min.. =X **ooPs** hee.. racing against time.. chiioongg home.. butt sat in time to watch the drama.. **happy**

eee.. i m so mad over tt tupid gay!!!! **hahahahs** every nite knock off oso call dear.. arghs! so irritated.. machiam he is his 'gf' **eeks** even i dun call him tt often i guess.. **thinking** hahas.. dun tell me he has to report his day at work everyday to dear wor.. faints..

another 2 more days n the week is over again!! hurray.. there goes week 4.. hohohos..

cough cough..

2007-05-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

eeyer.. 2 of my pig pig photos nv appear.. T_T so sad.. so cute lorz.. wat a waste.. hahas..

arghs.. day in day out.. somewhere on my body sure got some pain de.. n today.. welcomes stomachache.. so pain pain.. but the very guai me still go for 2 hr lessons wor.. hahas.. so i covered my pig pig with blanket =X accompanied by mini pig pig and his big bro pooh bear.. hahas.. c how happy they are sleeping together.. **grins**

muz b thinking i m mad.. hahas.. well.. so the less den 2 hr lecture + tutorial jus passed unknowingly.. wanted to sleep while i was back home.. but ended up downloading trial games for my mum to play.. den attracted me oso.. =X hee.. so i oso played a while while waiting for dear to come.. hahas.. my mum oso waiting for him to come (cos she wanna play the game permanently n nt jus trial..) **hahas** eventually i fell asleep.. but so short onli.. less den 1/2 hr i guess.. T_T

ah.. plain baddie manz.. keep stressing me while i play.. hiyo.. made me panic onli.. den end up stressing each other.. =X hiyo.. lyk kids lidat.. so malu.. how old liaoz.. lols.. come to think of it.. hmmz.. i m missing that shooting game in arcade.. **oops**

tmr's a long day.. hopefully a fruitful one.. 6 hrs interval between lessons.. =[
Cara!! we will go to ur lab to find u!! hahas..

2007-05-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

**hihi!!**

Tada!! tt's my pig pig --> piglet.. kawaiii.. love it so much.. adopted on the 28th april.. i obtained the ownership.. hee hee hee.. more photos to share!!

**self portrait**

**new fren ~elmo~**

cute hor.. hee.. with special thks to deardear.. **muacks** =) thou no $$ for dinner aft buying den still nid queue so long to withdraw $$.. =X but pig pig so cute.. worth le.. hahas..

hee.. now my pig pig gt my scent.. hahahas.. due to my everynite hugging it.. hee..

**bingbong.. =)**
latest photo which i kinda lyk.. hee.. but unfortunately the lighting wasnt the color i wan.. hahas..

finally.. time to sleep.. hee.. c.. my pig pig oso sleeping.. hee.. =X

**good nitez**

2007-05-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

chest tightness..

not recovering at all.. nt a single bit.. =(
today feeling tightness in the chest.. difficulty in breathing..
not gg st. james power station le.. thou kinda wanna go..

tired.
sick.

2007-05-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

sick sick.. T_T

still went for 2 day first aid course or workshop whichever it is called.. god.. first aid become so much easier?! CPR dont nid check pulse? ehz.. hahas.. hmmz.. i admire the instructor joseph.. he is very knowledgeable.. a man worth to b called a medic.. he know fr human body to microorganism to pharmacology.. claps.. hahas.. i guess he was as amazed when someone in the grp of 23 cld actually ans his qn too.. hahas..

projSS to start with.. week 4 is jus an hr ltr.. may the sem ends earli.. =)

broke n sick n tired.

2007-05-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

myself..

phelgm with blood these 2 days.. eeks.. quite disgusting.. i actually took a pic of it along the way to the tutorial room.. =X but tt's the onli way i can actually show there is reali blood in my phelgm.. they wont believe otherwise..

so sorry if u find it disgusting.. the following pain reali made me feel very uncomfortable...

1. on off headache
2. headache when cough
3. bloody phlegm
4. pain in my ears
5. on off swollen feet

arghs.. if onli i will go n c a doc..

2007-05-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha... there's a crazy woman in my room! hahahahas...

this is how the story started..

One night, angie went into the room aft her routine nite shower and put the fan to moving mode. Here's when a crazy woman pollute the environment with noise. (though not too high a decibel but enuff to Q)

Back to the instant when angie change the mode,

the Crazy woman said, "RUBBISH la".
Angie's reaction was.. "Huh?"

nvm... but tt's nt the end of the story.. if tt's the onli case y 'd this woman b classified under crazy ne? then,

Crazy woman started mumbling, (in direct translation) "the more i look the more i detest" actually she was trying to agitate angie.. but angie was so smart she kept quiet to avoid bringing trouble to herself.. den that Crazy woman continued saying, (in direct translation)"see alr oso annoyed" Angie was luffing to herself.. its as thou tt Crazy woman dunno she's actually speaking tt of herself.. what's supposed to turn out a quarrel b/w them two became a laughing stock among angie and family.. for goodness sake.. if angie was to quarrel with her, it will only shows tt angie is as immatured in thinking as her manz.. hahahs..

but tt's all to the story.. if nt y call her crazy woman leii.. hahas..

this nite, Crazy woman was so ignorant, she called for her mother to go to the room to witness where the fan was actually turning to more.. so childish.. -_-''' angie was lyk, "huh, she's gt a prob issit?" Why? cos every nite when angie goes to bed, she always ensure she dun get the fan turning to her too much bcos she will get a stomachache the following mrng w/o fail.. n tt Crazy woman was so ignorant she din even noe tt every nite b4 their parents go to sleep, they will check on us.. n tt means to say the fan.. BAKA!!

n in order to avoid more trouble, their dad did something unbelievable.. he decided to take angie's bed exchanging for his.. lolz.. n there goes lil piglet and angie with her pillows to his room and to sleep with mummy.. hahahahas...

wat a weird room-mate i will say.. lols.. s if i m living with a total stranger.. but tt's true.. hahas.. in fact worse than a room mate i 'd say.. lols..

2007-05-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

having problem connecting to the internet for the past week.. its been a terrible week w/o internet.

1. couldnt do my tutorials
2. couldnt check emails
3. couldnt check for updates
4. couldnt watch anime

so its been lyk a week of playing mstery file series 1-3 at home during this net-less week..

jus a blink blink of eyes and its week 3.. time passes fast manz.. whee.. how i hope this sem can end faster.. hahas.. cant wait to go for IAP.. thou it may be a negative IAP experience.. =X

may my internet connection be up soon!!

2007-04-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

You scored as Chii. According to results, you are most like Chii from Chobits. Innocent, adorable and fresh, you love learning new things and exploring the world, even though it might get you in to trouble from time to time. You are happy in your own little world, and you feel best when you are able to show those around you how much you care. Just remember to "recharge" yourself from time to time and you'll be just fine.

Chii

79%

Watanuki

71%

Kurogane

71%

Kamui

58%

Hokuto

50%

Sakura

46%

Kero-chan

46%

Fai

42%

Yuuko

38%

Miyuki-chan

38%

Seishirou

38%

hahas.. jus find this interesting.. i m actually this character of clamp.. hahas..
today got sch machiam no sch.. but at least learnt more abt our IAP.. hahas..
i wonder wat my choices shld b...

The choices are as follows:
1. Hospital / Polyclinic - AH, KKH, SGH, TTSH, CGH, NCC, NSC, NHG, Singhealth
2. Retail - Unity
3. Clinical Trial Unit - Pending
4. Research Lab - Lily-NUS
5. Manufacturing Plant - DHA, Sunward
6. Overseas Industrial Placement Programme (OIPP) - Details with AK
7. FYP Project in SCL (LS) - Depends on availability
(as extracted fr class blog)

hmm.. personally m rather interested in the clinical trial unit.. however, the thot of no allowance and 24 weeks IAP and FYP there.. hmm.. i gave it a 2nd thot..

other than that.. i belive 'd b hospital, manufacturing lab and research lab i suppose.. Unity retail outlet --> No No.. hahas.. hmm.. den nid to write wat resume.. faintz.. sad to say.. dun even noe how to write a proper resume.. lolz..

Hurray!! no sch ltr.. so shiiok.. hee... 2 more days!!
=) Drug companies and institution.. here i come to dream of u all.. hahas..

2007-04-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

anime day.

attempted to do tutorial while waiting for my episode 41.. well, lyk i said.. tried.. shall complete it by tmr..

whee.. i'm so tempted to paste more 'bubble' stickers on my lappy.. due to the frequent usage, there seems to have some marks here n there which is quite unsightly.. hahas.. **oops**

2 modules for tmr.. 2hrs each lecture with a 2hr interval aka break.. -_-''' simply dislike long breaks.. well.. tt means to say my precious lil one has to folo me to sch tmr.. gotta look aft this baby everywhere i go again.. hahas..

hmmm.. to date.. i've onli watched the following,
1. chobits
2. fruits basket
3. full moon wa sagashite
4. yakitate japan
5. read or die
6. fushigi yuugi
7. ghost hunt
8. basilisk (soon to go)

quite lil? hmmz.. hahas.. luckily no much time recently since sch has started.. or else i believe the list 'd hv been longer even thou i jus started watching anime 4 onwards nt long ago.. lols..

ok.. right nw at this very minute 2345.. i m waiting for my baka baka baka dd to realise he had not hang up the call.. n the stupid me is still waiting for him to get back to his phone.. **siianzz**

n finally, he seemed to realise i m still on the line.. but was due to him wanting to play pool on his hp.. **faintz** hahas.. but i gt a compensation for tt.. hahas.. worth the wait aft all.. **grins** but machiam zai qiao zha.. **shy** hee.. i din ask for a meal orh.. is u suggest de wor.. hees.. but i shall save for euu.. =X let's save the best for fri.. hees.. but in return.. let's use the voucher.. for mayb something kawaii lyk piglet horrs.. hee..

shall get ready to go n sleep.. =)
trip to sp ltr on? hmmmz..

2007-04-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

moodless day.

eventually.. as i expected, our meeting time was pushed back by 1 hr.. oh my dear frenz.. goodness sake!! shall gif u gals a watch each during ur birthdays to remind u two of the time manz.. **faintz**

practically a dreadful day at far east plaza today.. nt tt the shopping was tt unenjoyable.. but im simply penniless and tired.. not tt there is nothing i lyk.. but is dowan to lyk..

looked ard to get a pressie for dd for this coming fri.. well.. wat can i expect fr far east plaza besides clothes and accessories.. hahas.. did i mention i was pennilesS? **oOps** well.. actually i had something in mind, but.. ltr on.. found out tt he dun lyk it.. kinda sad.. its alr the best alt i can find.. i guess i shall jus forget abt it.. shall nv harbour such tots again.. **foolish**

n the day jus end wasteful-ly.. nothing much achieved.. 'd rather stay at home watching anime.. jus another day i lived.. Tt's life.. meanwhile.. i shall nt put on any hopes for anything i guess.. i hope i wont.. hahas..

its the best to keep all opinions to oneself.. save all problems..

2007-04-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

Yay.. first and foremost.. congrats!! i m gonna pay an extra $30 over for having had streamed 5 hrs video on my phone.. claps claps.. **ouch**

stupid phone.. now i preferred my old flip phone den wat i m having now.. forever pressing on tt internet shortcut button.. wat's worst is i pressed on video streaming function w/o even knowing n having streamed in my bag for 5 hrs plus.. **speechless**

whoever in the mobile comm shld do sthg abt this internet or streaming thingy available on phone manz.. tt's innocent charges!! shldnt they ask for confirmation b4 connecting their users to internet or any video streaming jus as they will ask for confirmation when one sends a sms.. is it so dfclt? mayb i dun do IT i dunno.. but i reckon there is a need for it..

Practically moodless for anything else.. let alone tmr date with my frenz.. FREAK!!!! i cant even cool down in front of an air con.. gosh.. y m i so blur s to do such a stupid thing?

36 days to go.. is there any great things awaiting out there for me?

2007-04-18T02:27:00.000+08:00

back to school..

tue being the first day of new term is kinda weird.. hahas.. but jus as usual.. dragged myself to lecture hall.. hahas.. seeing all the yr 1s noob noob walking past reminded me of myself when i was yr 1.. hahas..

Hmms.. Me being in a pharmaceutical and clinical trial track taking essential business management is kinda weird.. dont reali lyk having such modules.. however.. for the sake of the 3 credits.. well.. jus hv to tahan every tue lessons..

back home.. so tired i can sleep almost instantly.. but jus afraid i cldnt sleep at nite plus i cant wake up when dd is dismissed.. ended up watching anime.. thou alr in a half dead mode.. lolz..

but at least i managed to tahan til 3 plus jus to wait for dd to come.. goodness sake.. play games always scolding me stupid -_-''' **argh** but i still think cleverer than him leii.. **lalala** hee.. thou plain tyco-ness do plays a part.. hahas..

Omg!! i went ps almost every week in the holiday nt realising my fren was working there!! *bish** til she told me she tot she saw me in ps and asked if i did go there recently.. but of cos.. heehee.. a place we will go w/o fail aft 'swimming' in pool.. hahas.. hmmz.. next time go out eyes muz open big big n c le.. hahas..

another day has started.. 3 hrs of lessons to go today.. management again!! luckily is more r/t pct.. **phew** clinical research management.. kinda excited..

7 hrs of sleep time!

~counting down.. 39 days to go.. OMG!! time is running out for me.. XxFaintzZxX ~

2007-04-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

somehow i'll say i m done editing..

today's supposingly the start of a new term.. however, for my class is tue.. kinda looking forward to the start of the new term.. its gonna be my last studying term.. last term to exams!! **hurrays**

counting down.. 41 days to 2 years anni.. wondering if time flies or time crawls.. and tt's oso supposingly the third yr in nyp.. gotta plan for something real soon..

2007-04-15T02:18:00.000+08:00

this blog is currently still under renovation. expected completion date is 17 April 07, a day later than earlier expectation..

m intending to do an 'official' opening for my blog.. hahas.. quite lame.. =X

till then, i will work on the different tabs.. tedious job awaiting for me..

looking forward to the completed editings.